manic tl - lord of the flies lyrics
[intro + fay allure]
[verse + manic tl]
yo, i’m 27 and still feel like i’m a child, i’m 27 and still learning how to smile
if you see me, let me down
lord of nothing but the flies, but somehow that’s still a crown
slight of hand defies the eye, but it’s the mind that really counts
i’m on and off the couch, i’m in and out my bag
i’m in and out my pounds, guess i’m running while i can
but i’m running out of land, still dying to understand
just trying to let go without opening my hands up
i been trying to man+up, but i can’t seem to stand to
people think i’m rude ’cause i prefer to sk!ll the banter
i prefer to rap, don’t like to talk, just put your hands up
new b+tch, she makes me nervous, playing, asked me what i’m scared of
i said i’m scared of life, i’m just scared of life
i was scared of climbing, but i climbed it, now i’m scared of heights
i keep from the edge but joke on jumping, and i really might
but that’s a different story for a different kind of night
alright, i’m alright, i just got to clean up some mess
got some demons to put to rest, and stress to get off my chest
all my life i had people tell me i should settle for less
and that living is pain, but also, if you’re here then you’re blessed
i’m trying to learn to just take what i learned and call it a rest
i don’t thank god for my blessings or blame him for my regrets
i’ve wagered life on so much, i’m just trying to settle my bets
settle the battle in myself, and settle down, and just rest
i say it from the chest, but sometimes i cough through the words
i know the best is yet to come, but maybe also the worst
so, i just keep my head up when i’m down, or ‘least in the clouds
i don’t really blend in with crowds who got sh+t all figured out
at least i found a way to cut me out the webs i been caught in
the hardest part of bouncing back’s admitting you’re where you started
i’m not lord i’m a fly, i only chase the light in the sky
i don’t know a thing, you probably shouldn’t cling on none of my rhymes
i made my life so much harder than it needed to be
it’s hard to see anything else when you’re so eager to leave
all my obsessions uniquely had learned to eat at my dreams
so, if there’s no one left that needs me i’ll be home trying to breath
i’ll be home trying to dream, i just wish i got me the sleep
i lose hours every day, and i lose days every week
might be a lot to be me, or just a lot to be human
i feel more grounded than ever, but still can’t say what i’m doing
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