marmar the terrible - glimpse lyrics
stuck in my head, yet
i’ve got these continuous
thoughts of dread
do i really wanna be dead?
this fills my head
the thoughts of what i could do
what i should do
i’m overwhelmed, then
expected to act like everybody else
im f+cking okay
what am i feeling?
im feeling f+cking betrayed
can’t trust what i think
can’t trust what you say
f+ck
i just wanna stop feeling
feeling this way
you never told me that
you’d scold me
so, i set my sails
cut my ties
said some goodbyes
goodbye to the old me
now i feel f+cking lonely
just want someone to hold me
wish you would of told me
made some noisе, raised my voice
im f+cking angry
i have to makе this f+cking choice
between falling or being broken
i smile
i’m choking on all my emotions
and even in this instance
i’m being forced to make decisions
am i the victim?
am i the problem?
you have yours, i get that
but i was trying to help you solve them
no, i ain’t flawless
trust me, i know, i’m always the problem
least it feels like i cause them
y’see what i mean
i even have trouble seeing myself
positively
is it plausible that it’s impossible
i can’t find the light
i can’t find the switch
now i’m forced to ask myself
should i even exist?
i feel the need to explain
what i mean
when i say
i’m in silence
what i’m saying is
“here, hide this
so it goes away
we filed it
put on my mask
now were smiling
fighting myself to keep rhyming
cause every time i sit for a moment and think
seems like time ain’t even a thing
my vision going blurry
my words slurring
i ask myself
what’re we doing
put my fist through glass
just to feel
gon’ do this til i collapse or til i know its real
cause i’m advancing
still smoking wax
to gain an advantage
but i’ve been ravagely torn
gave into the thought of
art with my voice
i’ve said it before i’ll say it again
i don’t have a choice
trying to match my growth to a bamboo
what would you do?
no money for a therapist
hanging off a precipice
wanna go back to the old me
choking on my sedatives
told me i’m too sensitive
tried closing my eyes
thought negative twice
got my adrenaline pumping
cutting my wrist
hunting my list
once i make it
i’ll be through with so much
of everyone’s sh+t
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