matthew sunlife - twitter rant (depression song) lyrics
[verse 1]
sometimes i feel like hop like i’m mad at the world with no proper way to vent
and im p-ssed
sometimes i sit and i think to myself
why the f-ck am i living
should i go should i stay
f-ck it i’m tired of all this pain
but something starts to change when i load the gun to blow out my brains
i imagine my brain being sprayed on the walls
but then i picture my mom walking down the halls
hearing the gun go off and trying to figure out why
the f-ck i finally decided to end it all
and her crying worse than a kid in the holocaust
i imagine that the reason i haven’t ended it all
and i look around n-ggas is dead everywhere
typhoons in the philippines
and every where else humans live with disease
i’m worth more dead than alive
i could donate my motherf-cking eyes no lie
kidneys but no beans
plus i don’t even wanna be buried so me dying is pretty cheap
got insurance so my momma will get paid
never got laid so innocent i’ll stay
school’s f-cked up and everybody knows that they dont me
i’m a ticking time-bomb waiting to get my blast off
i wanna hold the barrel of a gun right to my nose and pull the trigger
but i’ll get scared block it with my hand and end up living with a few less fingers a scar on my head and so brain-dead i won’t make bread
pull the plug, plug the plug i’m tired of breathing it hurts
but i’ll do it to spite god cause frankly that n-gga thinks i’m kinda odd
i’ve been discouraged by rap just by looking at the future
and hop is back how f-cked up was that
that sh-t made me never wanna even pick up the f-cking act
made me wanna just leave my pen and pad
but i can’t and n0body even knows my f-cking name (not even the teachers)
b-tches not even with me but drive me insane
ku klux im trying to get some fame
but my songs are garbage
like tyler i want to voice to change
ashamed inane inhumane but i’m not randy savage
dez is off getting signed
zajic dropped a tape
is it too late?
i’m a f-cking senior
just trying to be meaner than that f-cked up n-gga looking like stinkmeaner
ugh
sad aprt is n0body even realized i was depressed
in their minds i let my grades slip
but in reality i need a morphine drip
just to smile
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