matty lloyd - the nobodies lyrics
the thought of failure’s overwhelming spose my vulnerability’s
the pressure’s mounting cracks appearing deemed a liability
traits my father passed to me
struggling with my soberiety it’s like i drink alone to calm myself yet no one’s round me
this is happening d+mn near daily
acting awkward socially the sober me
but not to worry i’m not here to rattle bout my mental
you know the same story
that sh+t bores me you’ll never hear it from me
you’d brush it off relate it right back to celebrity
i think the keys to maintain relevancy in society by any means that is necessary and that isn’t me
so f+ck my story
because it seems
we all share the same reality
so yeah, just ignore me
too close to home to pay attention so you’re not intrigued
them hopes and dreams are too good to believe
even though what you see on them screens isn’t all what it seems
it’s all smoke+n+mirrors
you just think it’s out of reach, there ain’t no top boy less it’s green lit by drizzy
we are the n0bodies
wanna be somebody’s
we’re here
but you won’t notice me
i want you to notice me
im n0body
ketamine in my blood stream i don’t wanna be seen
zoned out with my beam all up in a random beans
fits of rage got me blacking out was it just a dream
still waving middle fingers to the devils under me
can’t even look at my reflections got me thinking who is that
my higher self tried to pull me up like what r u doing fam
sorry bro i don’t even know wha blow with my soul
but these actions are some ones the spirit can’t condone
the anti depressants ain’t hitting
because of my mother’s consist addiction
additions genetics that i have been gifted with
are making me more resilient
the demons forever persistent
they whispering 6s but man is not listening
look at my misses she’s shivering figuring
who is this n+gga i’m sitting with
i’m full up congitive dissance
suffering from my own brilliance
praying for gods deliverance
delivered from evil i’m living with
im n0body’s friend and i’m n0bodies bro
you look in my eyes and see n0bodies home
will i be somebody n0body knows
what the f+cks wrong with me n0body knows
we are the n0bodies
wanna be somebody’s
we’re here
but you won’t notice me
i want you to notice me
im n0body
yo!
n0bodies here and n0bodies there
when i’m all feeling like n0body cares
feeling like fortune favours the bold
but n0body knows and n0body dares
the end is near and n0bodies scared
so many tears over the years
i’m going for broke i told my bro
take hold of my beer i’m over the dose
will i make it alive
n0body knows
i’m from a place where n0body goes
n0body knows i’ma make it alone
because n0body shares and n0bodies shown
so i do this for the n0bodies bro
n0bodies sister
n0bodies bro
the type to laugh and n0body jokes
been sliced in half
but n0bodies whole
tryina give hope but n0bodies home
n0bodies home
n0body nope
it’s time to choose what n0body chose
don’t tie the noose it’s n0bodies rope
suicide just ends with regret
can’t resurrect n0bodies ghost
who am i
n0body close
but i feel the pain of so many souls
so you can’t say n0body knows
so you can’t say n0body knows
born alone you die alone
nothing is what n0bodies owed
n0body neuters n0body grows
if n0bodies hurt then n0body won’t
spread that pain to n0body else
can n0body tell
we are the n0bodies
wanna be somebody’s
we’re here
but you won’t notice me
i want you to notice me
im n0body
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