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mayday (uk) - monochrome lyrics

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put my pain into a song i got a lot
every year its just loss after loss
when will it stop?
can i get a break?
i don’t know how much more i can take
feels like i’m stuck inside a maze
but there’s no dead ends just graves
i come from dead ends surrounded by graves
some of those graves are my mates
thankful that i managed to escape
if i didn’t get to uni didn’t see a way
maybe mayday would never of been made
likely my face would of been on front page
there was a few times
nearly lost my lifе
staring at the shine of a knife
thе look in his eye
made mine go wide
didn’t think i make it to the other side
swung my first but mine missed
now i’m thinking this is it
what a way to live
what a way to go
so i started running but i couldn’t go home
mom woulda cried if she knew what i was
now listening to this she found out from this one
now i’m having flashbacks
to a bad past
came and went fast
really think i’m mad
time i can’t get back
take a set back
step back
love everything i had
cutting the mould out the bread being glad with what’s left
the electrics gone again
emergency £5 cred
my bedroom was the bathroom
sounds mad but its d+mn true
small single bed right next to the sink
flush my toilet but the room still stinks
couldn’t complain
did our best to maintain
can’t forget the day i came home to a new bed frame
gassed!
it weren’t even for my birthday
so when i look back
i think it was just a random thursday
but they say hindsight is 20/20
i still wasn’t ready
came back home to a broke window and mom said somebody robbed the telly
i was sad i was scared
that turned to rage
when i got told
the persons name
because they ate from my plate
they came and slept where i stayed
and even after all that
still robbed my house the same way

i mean even to this day
still can’t comprehend
doing that to someone that you call a friend but it seems that’s the end to the ends
there’s a lot more to a say
i got a lot more to give
for here and now
for this story this is it
what done is did
it is what is it
we grow we live
one day say the same to my kids
same stuff different day it’s all monotone
falling one after one like dominoes
same shade same palette it’s monochrome
when i’m back i just hope that my mommas home
lockdown had me feeling locked down lost track of the days gone by
lockdown claimed lives so i gotta go and make up for lost time and make the most mine
all the time in my house
had me questioning myself
i could count on one hand those who checked in and said yo mayday you well
i take time and think over it
don’t take the time to overthink
but it changed my outlook
on how i’ve really been
now i’m not going places i don’t wanna be
now i’m going places and it’s not to hard to see
with everything looking like and sounding all the same
just stay foot down in my own lane
my drive can’t be matched
all about the journey not the destination
constantly pressing on the gas
gotta beat all my own expectations

right now i’m to focused on the outcome
because i know the income will come in
some are asking for an album
i reply how come? i got more songs to bring
lately i only see faces not really much interaction
zoom calls and meetings yet it’s not interactive
i don’t wanna play at your virtual show
i don’t wanna spit bars sitting at home
when everything is open and then you wanna know
please don’t message me for a free show
cus if it don’t make money it don’t make sense
it’s cliche for a reason
sipping on this lemon and this honey so break bread lets enjoy the pieces
way to hungry got the appetite to match
going through the catalogue and it’s looking stacked
could pick a random one i bet it still slaps
put another bet on and i bet its getting wrapped
writing circles round myself i’ve overlapped
making songs and i think that i’m attached
who know how long it’s gonna last?
turn a habit into a habitat



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