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mayowa akande - episode 1 lyrics

hi my name is mayowa akande and this is my so called life

where to start should i talk past
tales of a lad live fast
can’t think cash go fast
same mistake now same place fam

remember when i thought they care
now i know it’s just stares
world at large i’m speaking too
honestly maybe you
ain’t even in a booth
reason i can speak the truth
overcoming uh past hear the lie in that
y u think i’m so trash
yea i know trash facts
insecure bout being black
hear my story it’s a laugh

you know i never knew
i have power over my life
sometimes i need a reminder

poison every lyric
get it off my spirit
yeah i’m trying to bear it
can’t even hear it
get me mad
that rare ish
yea i’m calm
i turn up quick
present time too old
did math scape show
drownin sea woes
caught between the road
didn’t lived by a code
i don’t think of these as woes
now tryna fix a show 13 run we seasonal
thinking hard brain explode
got no time to unload
got too much a workload
had a plan it blowed
over stress it shows
make a list only pros

i’m too hard on myself
i seek perfection in myself and in others
overly critical a burden
i want change change
easier said than done

words to describe my life
remember a knife
had it to my face
thought it my last day
maybe because she mad
probably my joke in class
wish i could forget everything
i got a good memory
don’t wanna remember things can’t accept just anything

tragedy of a past
labeled outcast
never seem to finish task
despair my glass
another day failed class
pe never pass

future where i wanna be why you try to fawn on me
accused of being a wanna be
huh what you want from me

you know i’m too hard on myself
more than anyone should be
i’m my worst critic
i should be a cheerleader for myself
i guess i never learned to love my self
knowing that
trying to fix that
the real battle to move forward
stead of letting my past drag me down like it has for so long
now i know i know i have power
power over my life power over my fate
i can change my life
for the better a brighter future a better tomorrow
i didn’t know i had power power over my life
power over my future
power to forgive
forgive myself
instead of hurt
i’m tired of hurting myself
when your so used to hurt
you think there’s nothing else
it’s sounds crazy
its like it’s like i thought there was no other way
i never knew i could better myself
i never knew it was an option
i’m coming to terms with it
it’s opened my eyes i see things in a different light i just want to hold on to it
wish you could live through my shoes
see the things i’ve gone through
how i see life unlike u
no difference between us two
you could tell we the same
all we really want is change
better not think of its pain
that’s what drove me insane
i will never ever take ur lane
i’m smiling even in the rain

it’s deeply rooted in my brain
i don’t even how to explain
positive on a crowded train
that’s how you know i’m tryna change
saw the error of all my ways
i could see that ur not phased
new chapter uh yeah my page
living life in a different way
stacking money all in this safe
got no time to be playing games
tell me how it feel to change
honestly i want the same
can’t won’t stay the same
happiness ain’t from a chain came from right inside
yes yes i am that guy

honestly i ain’t gonna lie
so sad you gotta die remember all the times
stuff them house of lies
never gonna go inside
actually burn my pride
comfortable getting denied
see me yea living life know you gotta pay the price
honestly forget a price
i’m gon go change a life
yeah yeah i can’t be that nice
yeah yeah see the change in life
yeah yeah it’s amazing right

you know i don’t have a name for this yet
i dont know what to call it
somethijng easy to remmeber like really easy
hmm ahh i got it call itepisode one

- mayowa akande lyrics

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