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i just wrote ten rap tracks in a minute
but i’m doubting myself so i’m going back in it
like the hunter and the hare when i get it i split it
like to split ends with homies when i get it
yo pass the pen and i be ripping it
oil or ink cartridges i be hitting it
same old ribbon drink and i be sipping it
same old vivid sh+t that i be dripping in
i’m like a faucet, 2pac toss it
up, fill my cup, do it big, rick ross it
never gonna get a rap plaque if i floss it
’cause i ain’t livin’ that life i just cross it
out, never had clout, i ain’t never had
sh+t, self+pity and doubt, but i’m working that
out, if i punch and shout, it’s an anime
fight, not a mental freak out, god d+mn
sometimes i feel so fu+ f+cking conflicted
like i can’t string together a+ thought without skipping
all over myself, tell me that i’m selfish
tell me that i’m something, tell me that the h+ll which
i made in my mind is a fictional spell which
can be cured, with validation so help quick
please just help same cry for help
when i write it down i just fight myself see
ain’t n0body really wanna hear that
you ain’t as cute as peep it won’t sell back+
+track real quick one minute i ain’t dissin’ him
he’s more than looks i’m shook and i’m missin’ him
product of my own insecurities, my own
impurities, my own unsure of these, lines that i
write down sober curing me of identity
crisis, fighting stirring me into
a path of self+reflection, can’t even
pass my own inspection, self loath+
+ing roped in the session of weird
obsessions i been collecting, maybe if i
put my energy into fitness, heart in the
track with the song as the witness, study up
read, meditate while i live this, lie at my
9 to 5 and get rich, ha+ha
that’s funny, thinking you
can fix this sh+t with money, when your brain jump
’round like a god d+mn bunny, and you ain’t seen
light ‘fore they called you sonny, man
i could go on for days, but this’ll get
scr+pped ‘fore it gets played, for lack of
depth and my same regrets of saying
things i don’t wanna say
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