mc monsta - past self lyrics
[intro]
i’ve put my past behind me
i’ve endured everything i ever could
everything i ever could
i lay everything on the line, on the line
yeah
[verse 1]
my past self i put it high up on a shelf
it’s not my prized possession
i wasn’t in good health
i was hanging by a thread facing depression
to the booze i became stealth in my life i learned my lessons
i knew how pain deeply felt
i endured the vеrbal welts
it was more wound inflicting then that d+mn bеlt
so my words bleed out with this pen that’s tipped felt
and i get on my knees and beg the lord for his help
[interlude]
and i beg the lord for his help
please lord help me
[chorus]
that was my past
it happened in a flash
i threw it in the trash
i wanted to erase it with a blast
but instead i masked it with the flask
now i say i’m gonna kick life’s ass
everything happened so drastically
actually it almost happened with semi automatically
a drive by in my heart causing a fatality
but i have the drive motivation and ability
to knock the shelf off the wall willingly
to leave my past life behind
resurrect into a new grind
that was my past life i lay everything on the line
[verse 2]
no more bottles hidden in h+lls depths
i cried a river in the past no more tears i have left to wept
no more long nights without being slept
i put the whiskey down now i got my side hustle i don’t feel inept
on that shelf my hearts secrets i have kept
on the stepping stones to a new found being i’ve stepped
my time in life is not over yet
my heart to its own grind says you have to have more respect
i’m never gonna off myself with the tec
in this new found journey i begin to trek
life is like a casino you gotta up the bets
i must address
that i’m conquering my own enemy with every waking breath
yeah, with every waking breath
[chorus]
that was my past
it happened in a flash
i threw it in the trash
i wanted to erase it with blast
but instead i masked it with the flask
now i say i’m gonna kick life’s ass
everything happened so drastically
actually it almost happened with semi automatically
a drive by in my heart causing a fatality
but i have the drive motivation and ability
to knock the shelf off the wall willingly
to leave my past life behind
resurrect into a new grind
that was my past life i lay everything on the line
[produced by ryini beats]
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