median(2) - runner lyrics
always wanted what i didn’t have
adorned my mantle with some trophies
that i got because i came in last
cause i kept waiting
watched from the sidelines
i wished i could play
some type of stance inside this game
all of my hands were tied and frayed
cut up between bystanders and snakes
you made it all too clear
i couldn’t miss that
was scared to leave and be the next one that you kicked at
now you’re a mess, i finally get to hit back
i’m movin on and dropping off, and well
sometimes
i get down and low
work hard on myself but still no hope
and every jab, every lie you tried to throw
i held up
kept polishing my glow
its safe to say i’m bitter and you’re bitter too
won’t let myself sink and get as low as you
calling you out for the last time
it takes time and patience
still came out i made it
watched and waited
can’t say that i gave in
give it up
let it breathe
i think i had enough
you’re pulling
power out of me
and yet we haven’t talked
feels like i’m ripping at a crease
just want this to be over
know i’m getting closer
not sure about you, no matter what i do
the feeling doesn’t leave
can’t find comfort in the truth
the storm stays strong
drowning in a deep blue
i’ll leave you in the wrong
moving on to something new
think it’s time we laid this to rest
you claimed it’s all in your head
well i came back around to give you this wake up call
so f-ck that i’m doing this for myself
we’re moving on from the split
go off and rot somewhere else
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