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melodyx_o - jisatsu girl lyrics

i feel like i am dead
can’t get outside my head my head
i feel like i can’t move
just don’t know what to do
to do

i hate being alive
slit my wrist i wanna die
wish i wasn’t such a guy
stay inside like all the time
life just feels like such a pain
i really hate everything
motivation is so drained
and i really hate my face like
oooo
been so long since i have cleaned my room
been so long since i have made my f+cking bed
i feel so made fun of by all of my friends
and
i feel so degen
i wake myself
at 1 pm
i hate this life
i think of death
but i’m too scared
of nothingness
i’m not prepared
to leave this world
i wish i was
an average girl
instead i struggle to feel real
instead i struggle to see a life where i pay bills
i feel like i am dead
can’t get outside my head my head
i feel like i can’t move
just don’t know what to do
to do

i don’t know why i try
bad decisions i just cry
see incisions on my thighs
next to pr+ckly bumps of mine
n+gga everything is strange
why do i feel so much pain
my hair feels so disarrayed
and i cannot feel okay
like
i do not have no power
feel like my life is over
only have me to blame
throw on a skirt and
run outside again
embarrassing
myself for hours
feel ashamed a stupid troon
i’ve f+cked my life too soon
i know i’m not doing too well
i’ll end up a jisatsu girl
if i don’t grab onto myself
if i don’t lose my f+cking mind without some help

- melodyx_o lyrics

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