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mentalfray - real test lyrics

[chorus]
might end my life
my mind blank
might hate my life but not everyday
i hate this don’t want this life
but wouldn’t change it for a thing
i’m reckless no checklist
i let the days go by day by day
no side quest
this the real test
it’s where i wanna be

[verse 1]
yeah this where i wanna be
get the dark thoughts outa me
write em’ on a paper
make a song this is insanity
why’d this all go wrong?
i put suicide in songs
swear if mama ever hears this i won’t make another song
i got dreams to form a future where i help the ones that need it
i don’t send no prayers to god cause the devil always reads it
sh+t i’m calling this a test but i’m the only one that grades it
i got no one but myself but the paper always listens

[bridge]
making this into a test
stressful nights keep me from rest
plotting suicide but i tell myself don’t be the next
sometimes i’m okay but the next day i’m depressed
sometimes wish i’d see the world from more than just my desk
[chorus]
might end my life
my mind blank
might hate my life but not everyday
i hate this don’t want this life
but wouldn’t change it for a thing
i’m reckless no checklist
i let the days go by day by day
no side quest
this the real test
it’s where i wanna be

[verse 2]
tell myself i want some love
never think i’ll see the doves
violence in my family always silenced out those thoughts of love
see couples on youtube swear a few have made me cry
cause’ when i see what i don’t have it makes me wanna die
i look back to my family that relationships ain’t healthy
swear i’m scared i’ll get a call one day and find out they aren’t married
wish that i could see what they were like when i was carried
wish that i could feel that love again before i’m buried

[breakdown chorus]
might end my life
my mind blank
might hate my life but not everyday
i hate this don’t want this life
but wouldn’t change it for a thing
i’m reckless no checklist
i let the days go by day by day
no side quest
this the real test
it’s where i wanna be
[chorus]
might end my life
my mind blank
might hate my life but not everyday
i hate this don’t want this life
but wouldn’t change it for a thing
i’m reckless no checklist
i let the days go by day by day
no side quest
this the real test
it’s where i wanna be

- mentalfray lyrics

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