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mesolith - dont bother me when im plotting my lyrics

wake up in the morning get a grasp of my surroundings
the fact that i am not dead and still alive i found astounding
but i’m drowning my head pounding from the toxic thoughts that found me
“there is no hope, no joy, you will only suffer” they keep shouting

but there’s one card in the deck
it’s a bullet in my head
drag a knife across my neck
cut my wrists, paint them red
suffocate me in my bed
tie the noose and drop my legs
overdose on stolen meds
i wanna die so do not beg
for me to live
there is not a singlе reason that no one can offer or givе
go suck a d+ck
i’ve been living way too long and i dealt with some horrible sh+t
just let me quit
i do not cherish life in fact i find it a curse not a gift
f+kk it i’m sick
i always had my back so i never cared for having friends or a b+tch

go forth and die, i am done with this life
f+kkn bury me alive, i don’t wanna say goodbye
i’m so fed up with all this internal dialogue
silent convo’s debating what’s right or rong
endless thoughts intertwine to a monologue
clouded with doubt and i can’t seem to find a cause
everyone’s gone there is no one left
but it’s my own fault and i cannot pretend
that i’m not to blame i’m a terrible friend
and i had walls up that left them in arms length
cause i’m scared of the hurt i’m bad at facing my fears
you don’t know how many year i spent wiping my tears
but this well has gone dry and i’ve had it to here
so i’m throwing myself off the side of the pier

just let me bleed, just me rot
just let me sleep, inside my box
6 feet down under, dont bother me
leave me be leave me be leave me be

- mesolith lyrics

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