methadonix - against all odds lyrics
{intro:}
dear lord i got these questions and they need answers, i’m starin’ at the sky cause i don’t know what else to do
lookin’ back into my life and all i see is damage. why these n+ggas lyin’? thought them n+ggas was my crew
i guess they phony too, no trust within my room
put the gun up to my head and then i’m actin’ cruel, but people actin’ rude…
demolishin’ my image, even though my words are true they keepin’ me from winnin’
you’ve taken everything from me, you got me losin’ faith
i lost my wifey and my family, i’m filled with hate
i wanna еnd it all, yes i have made a fеw mistakes but everything i seem to get attached to you just tend to take
i’m sick of all the fake love, dude, i’m bound to break
i can’t help but be emotionless, for jesus sake
i don’t know why these people lyin’ but they gotta change
don’t wanna run the race
now…
{verse one:}
why this life just filled with pain? wish i understood
why you take away my baby? cause you knew you could
this past week i lost a lot and i’m feelin’ shook
god, i’m feelin’ all alone, layin’ in a hood
took my brothers, took my madeline, i’m feelin’ wrecked
had them n+ggas jumpin’ on me, i don’t know what’s next
everybody turnin’ on me, that’s a disconnect (disconnect)
didn’t get they facts straight, they never double checked
and i hate to say the fact that now a n+ggas changed, it’s depression and obsession pickin’ at my brain
i’m wishin’ i could go back to make a little change, i never wanted the attention, i don’t f+ck with fame
got a target on my back, wanna take it off (take it off)
n+ggas got the beast untamed, i’ll do more than walk (more than walk)
feelin’ stressed i’m on that nicotine, can’t help but cough
and i’m tellin’ n+ggas now the allegations false (false)
and right now a n+gga ventin’, don’t you think i learned my lesson?
everybody gettin’ chances but i never see the blessin’s
sick of all these f+ckin’ obstacles, i’m sick of bein’ tested
i was lyin’ when i said that on my ex that i was flexin’, feelin’ double+crossed
and i would be lyin’ to say my soul ain’t tossed
mother/father absent i’m the parent so i’m feelin’ lost, brother/sister lookin’ up to me as if though jesus walks
i don’t trust n0body, so my songs is when a n+gga talks
{lead into verse two:}
i’m feelin’ all these things i can’t alleviate, horrors rushin’ through the seen as though they runnin’ late
everybody turnin’ on me, standin’ here i can’t relate because i made a promise to these n+ggas that i’d regulate
and i’ll be honest n+ggas jealous and i know it’s true, that’s why my favorite artists gettin’ clipped with 22s
22 goons runnin’ up to start a riot, and these racists still alive and i can see n0body buys it
{verse two:}
me and my family ain’t close, lord i’m close to goin’ ghost
got these thoughts within my mind, feelin’ roughness on the rope
many times yes i have choked, tryna change they think i won’t, reinvention isn’t simple no take another dose
i’ll keep my thoughts in line, yeah i know the world is blind
there be days where i feel simply though i’m runnin’ outta time
i bottle up the pain although the bottles f+ckin’ see+through
i wish that i could start from scratch but i know i can’t re+do
see me on the street, and then i act like i don’t need you but i’m tryna make a plan i feel my heart has become evil, and listen…
if i lost this game of chess, i’ll take it but i can’t keep on this agony, i’m sick of my heart breakin’
{lead into verse three:}
and right now i’m standin’ in the halls of h+ll, waitin’ for an answer ‘for they go and put me in a cell
i can’t apologize for my mistakes because i fell, and to everybody truth is, i ain’t really doin’ well (nah)
{verse three:}
lord, i’m sittin’ and ventin’, i’ll just get to the point…
i never meant to be the one to always disappoint
i wish to start again, anoint my head with oil, please just grant me one more chance because i never meant to spoil
i’m askin’ for my baby back, i need my fam again
even if she ain’t my baby, please just grant me my bestfriend
give me all my brothers, i know this can’t be the end
let me simply right my wrongs, good is all that i intend
{outro:}
i’m sittin’ on this money now, means nothin’, i’m alone
tryna overcome these doubts but still it all seems wrong
i’m contemplatin’ everything, that’s why i wrote this song
lord, just hear me, please, i’m beggin’ you
i’m sorry for my tone…
everybody makes mistakes, can’t even justify
i’m tired and i’m drained, i’m askin’ all these questions “why?”
please just send a helping hand tonight, i’m lookin’ in the sky
tryna show these people that i’ve changed, the purpose ain’t to lie
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