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millkzy - hate jones - poem lyrics

if i was you, i’d hate me too
hate the way i traded love for selfish thrills
i left you piecing together the glass of every broken promise
i became the reason you stopped trusting
the shadow you searched for in every room
and the regrets you carried every day from trusting me
i kept cheating. i admit it
moments stolen in dim rooms
whispers shared with other women when they should’ve been shared with you
and i hid it all
every trace, every message erased
like pressing delete could clean my hands
every glance that wasn’t meant for you
every laugh, every name i forgot to mention
i made you feel small while i played big
pretending that i could have it all
and still keep you waiting
yes, i lie to you again and again
until it was second nature, until the truth was just an echo
i buried beneath all the noise of my own excuses
i know i turned love into a game
i placed you in a race you never agreed to run
you were never in competition, but i made it feel that way
as if love was a prize you had to earn
as if i was worth the hurt and the hope
two years of breaking every promise while you held on
waiting for something real
two years of half+truth and hollow words
you wanted honesty and i gave you theater
i played the role of someone good while slipping further to someone i can’t defend
now i’m left with the pieces of my own making
the story of why i was never enough
why i was always falling short
and i don’t blame you for the anger, the bitterness
because if i could step outside myself and see me the way you do
h+ll, maybe y’all would hate me too

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