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mindy juice - what is life pt.2 lyrics

verse 1:
circumstances got me feeling like why the f+ck i’m still here
it’s hard to smile and keep hope when ya path is looking unclear
too many times i felt alone wishing the pain would disappear
hoping i would find solace to be able to shift gears
but you know maintaining ain’t the same no more
fake smiles don’t help because the pain just grows
through hard times i be feeling like my strength done froze
heart turns cold
but i will never break or fold

hook:
in the back of my mind
i’m like what is life
in the back of mind
so many things i hide
in the back of my mind
thinking like is it time
in the back of my mind
this is what you will find

verse 2:
childhood trauma
abandonment issues from my father
more problems
a lot of ways to get some dollars
mama needs to have surgery
i’m afraid of the outcome
they be thinking they hurting me
only f+cking themselves up
i won’t fret about dire times i know things will get better
my early 20’s these are the moments i really should treasure
9+5 got me feeling
like i work in sequence
30 hours each weekend
ptsd
i’m tweaking
flashback
got me real heated
internally fighting demons
but i’m still grateful i’m here i know i’m here for a reason
wish my path was more clear i wish i knew the real meaning
i can count on my friends but i can’t vent bout my demons
that’s some energy that i feel they shouldn’t have to deal with
take my stress and roll it up you know that i be steaming
you know that i be steaming

verse 3:
3 years later i’m still feeling the pain
i miss you grandma
wish you could’ve stayed
5 years later i feel like i’m still failing
i question everything before i start make statements
not the ones in the station i’m talking like entertainment
like when these women when they call
she wants to be chased
but i got asthma i can’t run especially if the loves fake
i gotta wall around my heart that’s why i hesitate

- mindy juice lyrics

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