misogyn bluu - kintsugi (gold in the cracks) lyrics
what am i supposed to do
with all these memories?
i can’t write about them, not really;
man, it’s freakin bullsh+t
cuz if i tell people what happened
and how i feel
they’re gonna think i’m insane & just tryna
frame a freaking dead guy, and i’m not
it’s not my fault that he died
and then i remembered what he did
but that doesn’t matter, cuz
perspective is everything, and he was a hero
and only villains tear down heroes
even if they wеren’t that heroic
so i’m gonna have to bidе time
and bite my tongue for another year
while the family divides
like cancer cells within the nucleus
and the truth is, i don’t wanna tear him down
or demonize him
cuz i loved him through it all
i never blamed him for his actions
i just wanna be able to speak my truth
and not be straight refuted
but he was put on a pedestal
by them, so they’ll think i made it up
cuz in their eyes, it’ll look like i was jealous
cuz i couldn’t be a man like him
but i’m satisfied with
the kinda man i am
and he helped to create that, so
this song goes out to him in the ether
broken, i’m f+cking broken
i’m shattered on the floor
the pieces, they’re scattered
a million shards or more
i’m holding a bag i use to
collect all the pieces of my heart
so i don’t lose them, cuz i’m
broken, i’m f+cking broken
i’m shattered on the floor
the pieces, they’re scattered
a million shards or more
if i glue them together
will it still be the same heart
with gold in the cracks
or kintsugi?
broken, i’m f+cking broken
there’s gold in the cracks
i’m broken, i’m broken
there’s gold in the cracks
the pieces, i glue them
will it still be the same heart
with gold in the cracks
or kintsugi?
we could never speak it
the words were way too difficult to bear
please, just tell me that you’ll be there
when i make my way to heaven…
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