mothersound - abuser lyrics
h-ll is a home
where i just don’t belong
a black hole
where no light can escape at all
i feel my life being torn apart
because apparently i live in sin
my every move is under watch
this can’t be the life i live
h-ll is a home
where i just don’t belong
a black hole
where no light can escape at all
i never asked to live like this
i’m holding on to my conscious
there’s only so many times
i can be told i live a lie
when the only lies come from you
i don’t believe in god
i don’t believe in heaven
but even if i did, i doubt your sins would be forgiven
you can’t erase your past
to try and change your future
you said you’d never let me go
but here you are as my abuser
i thought blood was thicker than water
yet you believe all the sh-t they tell you
a man above means more to you than me
somebody pull me out from this dream
my blood is in your hands now
i feel the pain of isolation
my own family can’t even find a place for me
in my heart i know its all wrong
but i still bite my tongue and keep my thoughts in my head
for all these years
i turned to you
when i was lost and had nowhere to go
you let me down
and tore me up
because i couldn’t find faith in ghosts
i feel no pain
no remorse
because i live for me and me alone
i don’t believe in god
i don’t believe in heaven
but even if i did, i doubt your sins would be forgiven
you can’t erase your past
to try and change your future
you said you’d never let me go
but here you are as my abuser
i feel my life being torn apart
because apparently i live in sin
my every move is under watch
this can’t be the life i live
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