mrivera25 - that's all i want and need lyrics
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early one morning on a sat+rday summer day
thought it would be the same as usual, missed graduation day
sitting in the sofa ready for another day in my dungeon
cell phone on my side, tv in my face, sun in my eyes, skin smelling pungent
suddenly eas blowing up my phone
active shooter in my old home
soon the whole day turned bright to pitch black
with an eerie silence in the back
23 people k!lled with an ak+47
at a walmart near a mall shortly before 11
the shooter was a white supremacist influenced by an orangе man
living in the white house prеtending to be the us president
calling people like me “invaders”, “drug dealers”, “rapists”, “animals” and “the cartel”
having some of us turn against their race hearing every round
video surfacing of people getting shot
people bleeding, sweating, crying, things getting dropped
go on social media and everyone playing it cool
tryna fit in like when i was still in school
liking and commenting but they deleted every word
the whole world watching as our former self let it burn
introduced to politicians, never was into politics
thought the governor was a good man, shooter was arrested
thought it was a time to get together and love each other
but the next day everyone mad at me, lost a lot of friends, sisters and brothers
that’s when i realized how evil august 3 was
but i didn’t let it sink in completely until i saw it for myself with sh+lls and puff
the pain wasn’t going anywhere anytime soon
and every day i began to realize more and more the gravity of it, singing the blues
5 months of stitching a broken heart
only for another tragedy to strike to tear everything apart
and all i wanted to do was to get hrt and srs
but all this chaos ensuing, it’s not the same as it was, standing feeling hopeless
just when things couldn’t get any worse
road to recovery, so many lessons learned
i admitted i was transgender
planning to lose weight to start hormones, get a v+g+n+, wear tight sweaters
never been so motivated in my life
kinda made my mama mad the first time
soon news started spreading about a virus in china
spreading rapidly across the nation, tried to
ignore it, unless it was in the united states
2 weeks later a couple of cases in 2 states
then on march 11, 2020 the who declared a pandemic
yet more tragedy and controversy to cause more headache
12 cases an the orange man told everyone it’s a hoax
thinking he’s smarter than everyone, saying only old
people get it and that the heat would k!ll it
some people were forced to stay at home until the virus was finished
but doctors needed to be prepared with supplies and needed federal aid
the orange man started making sh+t political and then came
an annoying ass rat with a raspy voice
his name was dr. fauci telling people not to wear mask and staying home was a choice
but as sh+t got worse he changed course and everyone was in lockdown
like in china, looking like a ghost town
selfish stupid motherf+ckers don’t know what lockdown means
buying all the toilet paper, food, toys and drinks
not knowing that 1. people need sh+t too
and 2. the stores would remain open throughout quarantine, f+cking fools
so the world became dark green
and april was like jail all over again, couldn’t breathe
always locked on the news with them saying the same d+mn thing
but i still kept my spirits up and started exercising
but the stress was too much and i began binge eating
going to circle k everyday to buy something to drink plus eating pbnjs, cookies and wheaties
thought i was going to make it out alive fully prepared
until summer came bought a weight scale and the information it shared
would shatter my dreams and made me think god hated me
and was punishing me with all this bullsh+t thrown at me
gain 25 lbs when i wanted to lose 50
how could this be, where did i go wrong, what’s happening?
couldn’t wait to get the vaccine and end it once and for all
but everyone making this sh+t political slowing it down with misinformation, selfishness, forgetting when duty calls
then we went from being strong to being wrong
just do what you’re told and it’ll be over sooner than later, read, write and draw
…
millions dead and one year later
i found out that the annoying dr. rat created the virus and it leaked
having everyone mad at china cuz they eat bat meat
he’s a coward, a smart ass and a mad scientist
they’re letting him get away with it!
life, the economy and the world change forever
he stole what it used to be, hope he rots in h+ll forever
and all i wanted to do was to get hrt and srs
but all this chaos ensuing, it’s not the same as it was, standing feeling hopeless
although life as we knew it was dead and gone
at least we could keep ourselves entertain to right the wrong
watching cops on fox at 12 at the day
at least it distracted me from getting caught in the rain
i understand staying at home for a month with nothing to do
can really drive you crazy and you wanted to use
anything to let off steam
then came may 25, 2020
minneapolis, minnesota, a black man named george floyd was on the ground
cop had his knee on his neck three other cops surround
he keeps crying: i can’t breathe!
died later from suffocation caused by the knee
soon protests erupted all over the city
then across the nation…
the news suddenly switch from talking non+stop about the fauci virus
to now talking about blm, defund the police, tyrants
i supported it, until one day
cops was canceled because according to…
cops makes police act more dramatic when making arrest
and that policing shouldn’t be entertainment according to the left
a democratic lawmaker in texas made a law banning tv shows like live pd
because the liberal sympathized with a criminal and soon it was clear to see
that these protests were unlawful behavior
just going out doing dumbsh+t and saying they’re players
soon cancel culture was on full steam
everything becoming racist even a woman on a syrup thing
traditional statues removed, streets and schools were renamed
throwing the race card and being so dramatic…
when committing crimes they get sympathy instead of the punishment
they deserve cuz everyone’s scared
of having their towns burn to the ground no right to a fair
trial, protesters intimidating with violence
soon it backfired cuz the crime rose to the top like gas prices
guess social workers don’t work against a serial or mass k!ller
having major cities looking like the thriller
racism used to mean something
nowadays everything’s racist even with most sh+t has nothing
to do with race and you just destroyed our traditional values
but now that we know it was a race war distraction with the volume
of headlines and now everything’s a big deal
still cannot believe this was real
and all i wanted to do was to get hrt and srs
but all this chaos ensuing, it’s not the same as it was, standing feeling hopeless
becoming pretty clear people treating the orange fella like god
believing everything he says
if he says jump they jump to the top
so he takes it to his advantage of the fact of the attention they pay
so he tells them to go rob a gas station
go k!ll people, hate speech
even when he was just playing
he’s got a good grip on the minds of those who are supporting
he said the fauci virus was a hoax
and everyone believed it
making the virus political and everyone followed making recovery slow
say to inject disinfectant into the veins and they believed it
election day was coming and things were looking bad
everyone getting tired already
people in the street fighting people with red hats
praying for this nightmare to end already…
claimed mail+in ballots lead to fraud
and terrorists intimidating old and disabled people
people reflecting all the things that were wrong
and tried to make everyone equal
election night comes and unexpectedly the blue wins
and then he yells “fraud”
1 month of lying and lawsuits that didn’t make it in
soon the gop unleashing the big baby mob
then on january 6 his supporters attacked the capitol
under the orders to “fight like h+ll”
assisted by gop senators and newly elected congressmen and after all
…
it wasn’t over because soon gop governors making laws
suppressing people’s voice
no mail+in ballots ballots wrongfully rejected and all the flaws
are unleashed and the constitution was destroyed
in order to prevent the same thing from happening to them
they’re abusing their legislative power
violating the constitution, law, rights of civilians
we worked so hard for decades cuz they’re cowards
little did i know was that it was far from over
and the orange man is still free
chances of getting justice getting lower
can’t believe how brainwashed people are they avoid reality
and all i wanted to do was to get hrt and srs
but all this chaos ensuing, it’s not the same as it was, standing feeling hopeless
just when the republican party couldn’t get more ridiculous
they started a culture war
first targeting schools for teaching critical race theory banning books
claiming p+rnography in schools which was stupid but then more
republicans started promoting this bullsh+t
and schools became a target
by american n+z+s making threats never face the music
everyone going r+t+rded
then they crossed the line in 2022
when florida made “don’t say g+y”
then claiming teachers groom kids to be g+y and transgender and that they can choose
to identify what they want to say
later turned out a weird looking r+t+rded b+tch
created the bill
inspired by a lying psychopath wh0re piece of sh+t
who loves seeing innocent people getting k!lled
soon “okay, groomer” all over my feed
the culture war was on
soon it became clear what was happening
i should be so brave, and so strong
they didn’t have a plan to make sh+t better
and people were ready to boot them out
so they’re focusing on bullsh+t that is not important
they use lies and fear to anger the town
cuz nothing angers more than a pervert f+cking around
then disney being smeared as a groomer
n+z+s attacking kids…
parents bringing their kids to drag shows making the lgbt flag look bad with rumors
now that i mention kids
this mentally r+t+rded assh0l+ screaming out loud
that kids who are transgender
are getting hrt and srs and this f+ckbag clown
making people make threats when kids don’t change gender
i tried to reason with the f+ck boys
but they kept calling me a groomer
so i shot them, cut their heads off and used their bones as toys
and then this punk ass f+cking b+tch calling transgender parents “child abusers”
but recently the tables have been turned
the same motherf+ckers calling me a perv
being arrested for actually grooming children, let them burn
soon every accusation is a confession, let the curse
and terfs saying i’m pretending
making fun of
come and say it to my face you p+ssy ass fat f+ck and let’s see who’s pretending
f+ck with me you’re gonna get f+cked up
then this little sh+t goes on this b+tch’s show and calls us evil
and we’re recruiting?
she’s the evil witch and a f+cking liar and a threat to people
then religion getting used as a weapon, no picking and choosing
then a school shooting at uvalde
they suddenly wake up
cuz the real issues blow up in their face, have them crawling
put their shoes on and lace up
and what’s bullsh+t is that most got reelected
and during the summer
they took away a woman’s right to choose to get pregnant
just another distraction to keep us away from their sh+t, motherf+ckers!
so while we’re so busy fighting for respect, fairness and peace
our sworn enemies making fun of us watching live
keep talking that sh+t, but leave us alone and quit making laws violating our free
dum to express ourselves whether it’s wrong or right
and all i wanted to do was to get hrt and srs
but all this chaos ensuing, it’s not the same as it was, standing feeling hopeless
and to think 10 years ago it was more peaceful and everything was perfect
but when you vote for punk ass p+ssy motherf+cker clowns you get a circus
we finally got to see the light of day
tasting freedom and living life normaly
the economy was about to recover
but then on february, 2022 the war in ukraine started
that meant sanctions which meant higher gas prices
and cost of groceries twice is expensive
while it maybe the war that caused inflation
there’s also some price gouging and corporate greed
and these f+ggot’s tax cuts to billionaires
you don’t care because you ain’t the one on poverty
and instead of helping you play the blame game
and because of this piece of sh+t and his f+cking virus
making sh+t worse with workers shortages
he knew this man would severely divide us
that’s why he cheated in the last election
cuz he wanted to make us weak
and once we were distracted by emotional reaction
he could do his worse
and these idiots are no help at all
cuz they’re his servants
divisive and hateful are their values
it has nothing to do with values of freedom
they’re just f+cking punks
had to get mad at a mcdonald’s worker for the price gouge
sow sh+t’s getting more expensive every day
don’t know when or if it’ll ever be the same
and all i wanted to do was to get hrt and srs
but all this chaos ensuing, it’s not the same as it was, standing feeling hopeless
because a couple people playing in women’s sports
and were way better
f+cking bigots b+tching about fairness and women’s rights getting h++rd
ed, and be used it as yet another attack starting with this wh0re’s letter
soon all the terfs calling us a danger to kids
pretending to protect their daughters
man, i don’t give a f+ck about your daughters, don’t give 2 sh+ts
they maybe safer with me than your priests or their father
just when the culture war couldn’t get any worse
they overturned roe vs. wade
haha shouldn’t had been so proud cuz they hate your ass with a purse
now you can’t choose whether you’d be a mama one day
soon these f+ggots saying they’re pro+life
that everyone deserves to live
but they weren’t pro+life when it came to covid and uvalde so that’s a lie
and bringing up their religion
when you’re supposed to be separation of church and state
and keep your beliefs to yourselves
now you got all these r+t+rded tyrants taking rape victims to the grave
you’re so full of sh+t! y’all belong in h+ll!
so you went from looking like a fool looking through all the books
to want to be telling little girls to show you their […] and when they bleed
when you said you wanted to protect children’s innocence and that only the left are crooks
y’all are creeps, go f+ck yourselves, you leave kids alone, groomers, freaks
now we know that you’re the real s+xualizers of children
not us
you’re the communist n+z+s, true villains
the h+ll’s wrong with y’all? what the f+ck?
and what’s f+cking bullsh+t is that this wasn’t enough
because it wasn’t your issue
i can’t believe this piece of sh+t motherf+cker won the election based on lies about drugs
mentally r+t+rded, pathetic, dirty like used tissues
and all i wanted to do was to get hrt and srs
but all this chaos ensuing, it’s not the same as it was, standing feeling hopeless
criticizing the left for their cancel culture
then you started your culture war acting like a shotcaller
now you’re banning all school books cuz one dumbass thought it was a good idea
to make a p+rn book available to kids claiming it would include lia
then you’re banning math books cuz they are of crt
even when math is just numbers, absolutely no read
interfering with children’s education to please your god
and impress your mentally r+t+rded foot soldiers who got no job
threatening the safety of children and personnel
in the name of bigotry, political theater, throws and yells
f+cking stupid, tryna stay relevant
but don’t do sh+t when it’s the opposite
so full of sh+t, and not to mention prejudice
can’t believe people are blind enough to worship your punk asses
and all i wanted to do was to get hrt and srs
but all this chaos ensuing, it’s not the same as it was, standing feeling hopeless
had the sunny d not started messing with good immigration laws
then the migrants wouldn’t had started coming in
and instead of doing something to cause the numbers to drop
talk a lot of racist sh+t like ms+13 and invasion
now they won’t get out
and all you do is talk
blame game all day making sure no one’s left out
so weak you can’t even walk
now election day was coming
putting ads on tv
f+cking fat sh+t saying fentanyl coming from the border and the apocalypse was coming
“open borders” bullsh+t lying thru their t++th
you’re such a f+cking liar and a r+t+rded dumb f+cking b+tch
not to mention a little punk
you want to talk big, but too p+ssy to fight, f+cking useless
want to smack the sh+t out of you, motherf+ck
acting all cool and calm
when you’re actually angry and annoying
you’re a s+xual propagandist you f+cking redneck coward hedgehog
you won out of lying and scaring people emotional toying
because of you 23 innocent people died
whole city changed
how could you live with yourself, you f+cking f+ggot? i f+cked your wife
you’re no good for sh+t, so go away now
still can’t figure out how people can like you
if you’re an assh0l+
if you weren’t such a coward i would fight you
banning books, race, meds and abortion capsules
saying it benefits people
f+ck you
the republican party is the face of cold+blooded careless evil
f+ck you
4 more years of death, misery and a waste of time
thanks a lot voters
don’t b+tch when it gets harder to live and more life
is lost due to recklessness and when it starts getting colder
i warned y’all to make a change
but y’all are too stubborn to change
you can’t trust anyone and anything nowadays
if that fat f+ck keeps running his mouth i have the right to put him in his place
and all i wanted to do was to get hrt and srs
but all this chaos ensuing, it’s not the same as it was, standing feeling hopeless
you claimed you want to fight inflation and all our real issues
but all you’ve been doing is scr+w+ng around acting like clowns focusing on issues
that either don’t exist or getting back like a clown, you lying pig
i wish i can walk up to this idiot and give him a black eye, broken nose and fat lip
you say i’m hideous? look at yourself pig ass sh+t
you should be in jail for […] getting your […]
everyday y’all keep saying and doing stupid sh+t
so embarrassing, it’s ridiculous
we all know y’all are no help
we will remember the next time around
giving tax breaks to your little buddies
such hypocrites cuz you complain about spending money
while all of us have to be living pay to pay check
i know your god is a big baby but do you always have to follow in his footsteps?
and all i wanted to do was to get hrt and srs
but all this chaos ensuing, it’s not the same as it was, standing feeling hopeless
after a year of being called “groomers”, “pedophiles” and accused of “recruiting” children
democrats being called “child abusers”, “enablers” for showing love and affection
and then some f+cking idiots making me look worse
by putting s+x sh+t where it don’t belong the common sense is where on earth
made me ashamed and discouraged me from showing pride
never hang symbols and flags cuz i never know when the time is right
but as time progressed the same motherf+ckers calling me a “s+xual deviant”
turn out to be the true perverts when they watch cp and wanna know when girls get their period
most of them people who work at a church
who influenced these f+ck bag motherf+ckers to weaponize a bible verse
to people who work for the government, republican, trump supporter
or should i say maggots giving kids heads and tails like a quarter
soon the whole squad revealed as hypocritical liars
all the things they accused me of they were the ones doing it, cuz it’s what they desired
now everyday i hear it being from one of them
but never the ones they accuse from their daughters, nephews and cousins
so now it’s becoming clear every accusation is a confession
every word is a projection of what they’re doing when school’s not in session
i could say what you know i’m about to say
but it won’t make sense to say it so i’ll just leave it here, okay?
you claim to be a feminist protecting women’s rights and safety
but you’re nothing more but a bigot who’d rather hate me
than to just admit you’re hate and anger disguised as advocacy
“leave us alone”, f+ck you come and fight me, p+ssy
instead of making sh+t up in your imaginary brain
wake the f+ck up and get the education you never got for f+ck’s sake
you’re a f+cking troll and i’m going to beat the sh+t out of you
if you don’t shut the f+ck up and make your mom proud of you
if you want to bring it on, bring it on
you’re just trying to get in my way so move along
you block me instead of tryna sock me
cuz you’re a p+ssy ass b+tch tryna get something off me
tryna get to point a to z
but it seems like i gotta go through a lot of obstacles just to get to b
not doing sh+t but following my plans and dreams
but here comes these little sh+ts tryna destroy what i’m trying to be
so now i got to waste more time moving them out of my way
call me what you want but get out of my way
move aside cuz i have no time to waste
once everything is set i’ll deal with you one day
and all i wanted to do was to get hrt and srs
but all this chaos ensuing, it’s not the same as it was, standing feeling hopeless
used to be so cold in the winter and mild in the spring
summer was hot but only 100°
then winter, 2011 was like pluto
all the trees died, never been the same, had to give the old me todos
since 2012 winters have been hot and the leaves grow early
only for it to freeze in the spring and they die looking curly
every year since summer have been hotter than an oven
at least i have dst because i love it
years later found out that the gop don’t believe in climate change
and that car gas is more important than living in a haze
so recently it’s hot all year round
harder to walk, sweat dripping all around
we could have had a good green energy future
but there was no plan and it was removed without warning and so we became losers
than the war started and it was revealed russia makes all the oil
and sanctions caused everything to go up in price and all the plans were spoiled
and these f+cking punk b+tches who take bribes
telling people lies cuz they’re pretending to be pro+life
n0body’s stealing gas ovens you f+cking mentally r+t+rded lying clown p+ssies!
why don’t you just shut the f+ck up before you push me
because of you the earth is gonna get hotter than h+ll
then you’re b+tching about the bad weather when you want to go out
that should be a sign that climate change ain’t bullsh+t
shut your f+cking mouth you annoying ass idiot
you want to protect the sunshine cuz you think it’s stupid
i know it doesn’t matter to you cuz you get rich to make up excuses
rather protect the sunshine than protect children in our country
shove this finger up your b+tt and feel my pain when the sky is dusty
we ain’t the only ones who live in this planet
this planet is the only one we got so if it dies don’t panic
we’re trying to save ourselves and you dumbsh+t fools are only scr+w+ng around
get the f+ck out of the way cuz you’re no help
now because of you the temperature will rise higher and the ice caps are melting
you’re going to be crying like babies if you keep laughing
and all i wanted to do was to get hrt and srs
but all this chaos ensuing, it’s not the same as it was, standing feeling hopeless
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