mseafood - untitled lyrics
ayo, this is me, its straight from the heart
or my mind, i dunno, just listen and start
to understand, or just simply give me a hand
i only need help when i can’t even stand
it wasn’t given, it was their stupid decision
my old friendships die off, some are head on collisions
they lost a friend, a mate and a f-cking companion
all i can f-cking do is sit here and f-cking imagine
this sh-t drove me deeper into what needed to be stopped
i needed to find myself in my own mind, telling peeps to get lost
interlude
is that rude? go find a bridge and jump off
so when i tell you to f-ck off then f-ck off
b-tches i take my wrists to razors i can’t take it
i want to put my fists to faces, this isn’t for attention, not some fake sh-t, f-ggot i ain’t faking
to be honest, i know that i can make it
dishonest
i was lying, i’m dying, i seem like i’m flying
i ain’t compliant for help but someone made me keep trying
at first it was, b-tch, find another d-ck to jump on
and let me be, don’t come back, disappear and i’m gone
suicide is something i’m trying to stay away from
but its either that, or live half a life because i’m torn
and each morning i look in the mirror
see a f-cked up f-ggot looking back in fear
come near, closer so you can hear
i bleed because it makes f-cking sh-t look more clear
(screams behind the vocals) f-ck off f-cking b-tch, make me bleed
the devil inside me makes me depressed
tells me i’m worthless, everything i confess
i ain’t useful, looking in the mirror to make me feel sane
looking at the disgrace while i vent, its great, its insane
as scared and helpless as those two 9/11 planes
letting myself getting controlled by someone who’s main goal is to inflict the pain
i try and comfort my only love, my biggest friend but
i end up coming off too strong or over protective
depressed she is, its sick but i let it go cause i got my own problems to mess with
all this nonsense and drama that circles me
and all i’m doing here is venting, and its helping
i ain’t gonna do some stupid sh-t, like gettin
a rope, around neck on a balcony and jumpin
or point a nina on my head sayin see ya
when i leave ya i’m already gone, so believe it when
you can’t help me
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