mykyl - honest with myself lyrics
[verse 1]
is it morning or is it afternoon?
light is blinding
the sunshine feels foreign on my face
and all i feel like is a mistake
got an awful taste in my mouth
[pre+chorus]
am i giving up too soon?
wanna get up but i can’t seem to muster up the strength
my sanity is crumbling to waste
and a solitary question remains
[chorus]
am i honest with myself?
am i telling the truth to the face in the mirror
that’s scaring me now half to death
am i honest with myself?
can i admit when i need help?
when i’m still lying in bed at 3pm
saying i’ll get up when i’m feeling well enough
am i honest with myself?
[verse 2]
am i broken?
i used to feel alive
i’m just numb now
i wish i could fill this empty sp+ce
let anger or sadness take its place
’cause it’s better than feeling nothing at all
[pre+chorus]
i need somebody that i can call
someone to tell me that it’s okay
that i just need some serotonin in my brain
but am i brave enough to say
[chorus]
am i honest with myself?
am i telling the truth to the face in the mirror
that’s scaring me now half to death
am i honest with myself?
can i admit when i need help?
when i’m still lying in bed at 3am
hoping to fall asleep and never wake up
am i honest with myself?
[bridge]
i don’t want your pity
i don’t want you love
i just wanna be alone
i just wanna be alone
i don’t want your pity
i don’t want you love
i just wanna be alone
i just wanna be alone
i don’t want your pity
i don’t want you love
i just wanna be alone
i just wanna be alone
i don’t want your pity
i don’t want you love
but don’t you dare leave me alone
don’t you dare leave me alone
[chorus]
am i honest with myself?
that i’m lost and afraid but i need to have faith
it’s ok if things don’t always make sense
am i honest with myself?
with any hope that i have left
i’ve gotta try to be brave as i get up and pray
that maybe someday i will feel well enough
if i’m honest with myself
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