mynameisrjay & cavasoul - i wish i could die lyrics
[verse 1: cavasoul]
yeah
i’m not gonna lie
i wish i could die
numb all the feelings
i’m feeling inside
look in my eyes
and i’ll tell you i’m fine
right now i’m not lying
i’m high as a kite
prolly be high
for the rest of my life
right now on my mind
it’s the end of the night
would you mourn me?
i know some wouldn’t
but f+ck them, i’ll write
i got suicide on my mind
i don’t wanna tell no one
i just wanna stop my pulse
and hopefully my pain will be done
honestly i had this feeling
that i’d be dead by twenty one
(and sometimes i can’t help but wish
that i had just died at twenty one)
living like this
i promise it’s never been fine
i never wanna have kids
’cause i’d pass it on to my young
i don’t know if i exist
i always just wish i could run
from everything and everyone
going deep into the woods
all alone
only me and a gun
[verse 2: mynameisrjay]
yeah
take all the drug
and it’s all in my system
liquor is missing
my mom’s in the kitchen
i’ma ask her where is it?
she tells me it’s hidden
i needed to live
but i wish i was kidding
’cause lately
i’ve been depressed
all of this sh+t
can’t get off of my chest
i’m thinking about
how it’s you but you left
stuck in the past
can’t move on to the next
just took a line
and i [?]
the taste on my lips
is the same when you kissed me
it’s all of my fault i lost all of my friends
all of my fault none of them are still with me
can’t even cry, can’t even try
i think of the people i used to have fun with
can’t even lie, i want suicide
to make me feel like that i wasn’t worth nothing
think i’m done with all of the drama
think i’m done with all of my trauma
think i’m finally finished with dumbass decisions
that make me look up from the bottom
think my folks want me to just die
think n0body wants me here alive
nothing is personal
i’m just submersible
i’ma drown in the ocean [?]
d+mn
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