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mzm - let it go lyrics

[chorus]
gotta let go of it, been holding on forever
calm through the stormy weather
gotta get direction though
baggage on the inside, now’s time to let it go

[verse 1]
naw i ain’t perfect, but tell me who is though
invite you to see inside my house with broken windows
smarter than i let on but often act on impulse
yelling out f-ck this whole world, i’m hurling insults
-ssessment conducted by my therapist, inducted
airing out my substance to share with you, discuss it
yeah i’m self destructive
and i’m ruining my health
i ain’t trying to teach you, i’m a student myself
but if i drop a jewel, i’ma give a hot pursuit
share my past negatives, as what not to do
tell you about scars and aches and hard days
i’ll talk about wakes, and tell you heartbreak
trying to figure out where it went wrong here
as a youth, trying to score beer
like i ain’t leave the mosque from prayer
f-cked with hard drugs and spent days messed up
so sorry to my mom and dad, i know i was raised better
couldn’t get through to me, i’m from the school of hard knocks
a product of chicago streets, i’m stubborn with a hard top
petty as a f-ck, filled with spite and i hold grudges
and sometimes i get a leg up as if i hold crutches
chip on my shoulder and inside i’m bitter
with depression and resentment, got my issues seeming bigger
but i give too much and that’s selfish of me
time to let it all go, it’s helpful to me
[chorus]
gotta let go of it, been holding on forever
calm through the stormy weather
gotta get direction though
baggage on the inside, now’s time to let it go

[verse 2]
them demons will push you too far if you think about it
this’ll be the first and last time that i speak about this
dog your betrayal was a puzzle to me
cause we soldiered up, you was a brother to me
so i don’t get how you see urself in the mirror
or maybe i ain’t know you at all
but what i learned was one thing was clearer
all i saw was how the h-ll i wanted you to fall
when ol’ girl bounced, you came and took me around
to the other side of town, said you knew she’d be found
tried hiding that you had her staying in your crib
your moms even knew and helped, stayin with her sh-t
every time i said i was coming by you
you’d send danny my way with some bullsh-t excuse
till one day i’m driving on cicero and see her car
thinking to myself could this m-th-f-cka be a fraud
you wanted my b-tch, buying her sh-t you’d carry
it wouldn’t be a big deal but f-cker we was married
you think i ain’t know you’d visit her job
when i was busy workin too, the f-ck u trying to do
this ain’t about p-ssy hope you don’t misconstrue this
b-tch, we was family, you became a judas
i wanted payback, i was off with your head
you dumb m-th-f-cka, i wanted you dead
i spent time focused on making you hurt
and let the devil inside of me making me worse
waiting on the right time, when i’d send the message
wanted to surprise you, when you ain’t expect it
i came to your crib with that gun tucked behind me
that was just a warning, i wanted you to try me
had your kid brother tailed, could’ve had him kidnapped
could’ve had ur mother hurt, make it like a mishap
i’m way out of character, forgetting who i am
cause all i really wanted was for you to die and
i put on a facade so when everyone would see him
no one ever knew inside my head i had a demon
a beat down ain’t enough, it would’ve been pitiful
cause you broke every code on general principle
no record of a criminal, so used to my advantage
took cop exams, thinkin i’d cause you damage
frame you wit drugs, frame a dirty burner on you
frame a m-th-f-ckin murder on you
f-ck your whole world up, give you years to suffer
make you want to off yourself, take away your buffer
but who am i kidding, i’d be escaping my soul
it wasn’t worth it for you and it was taking a toll
tunnel vision was the only thing that could move me
focused on evil so much, that it consumed me
even with new people inside my circle
the hate never stopped and all i wanted was to hurt you
if you wanna wonder what was out there stopping me
must’ve been the angels on my shoulder subconsciously
thought about my family, and i can’t help it
toss away my future for you, now that’s selfish
last time i saw you, you was eating at a restaurant
you saw me and bounced like you had a marathon
put my faith in god, now i’ll let him handle you
karma in whatever form it’ll come back to you
as i bow my head east, pray to ease the pressure though
you punk m-th-fuhh…..nah, ima let it go

[chorus]
gotta let go of it, been holding on forever
calm through the stormy weather
gotta get direction though
baggage on the inside, now’s time to let it go

- mzm lyrics

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