mzm - love is lyrics
[verse 1]
every now and then, you pop up in my head
even though it’s been years since we shared the same bed
yeah
it ended bad too, not amicable
i was damaged, walked around with baggage too
but imagine you, and how you grieved with it
how can i get mad at you, i was a piece of sh-t
girl, i’m pretty sure this wasn’t part of the plan
we both rushed in early, i was far from a man
yeah, i was immature, insecure
with all sorts of habits that i’m sure just p-ssed you off
but you acted up, you wasn’t innocent either
and neither of us knew how to deal with a breather
yeah we’d go for days where we stayed upset
fightin and fussing, then have make up s-x
we thought knocking you up would make it better
but thank god it ain’t happen, since we ain’t stay together
truth told, you was bad for me
i was bad for you
not compatible, no need to stay mad at you
even though you p-ssed it all away just to be with him
you’re young and naive, i never got what you’d see in him
sh-t happens for a reason, we went through a course
of course it was co-rs-, a horse dead in divorce
but i’m a much better man now, so kick this from my chest
sorry for the past and im wishing you the best
[verse 2]
change your name to karma from grace
all i could say
me getting with you was my biggest mistake
cause why else would you damage a man so p-ssionate
who cared and bared all and you was just savage
yeah you heard right, it’s not a typo b-tch
i should’ve bounced when you started all that psycho sh-t
instead i stayed around you like a f-cktard
and got dragged in your world which was a junkyard
dumb broad, where should i start, my thoughts all buzzing
should i start where we together, but you got a husband?
now i’m sitting in my p-ss and my pride
cause i thought we was real, i’m just ur d-ck on the side
so now we don’t talk, and i mind my business
but my phone keeps ringing with the number restricted
every single time, you’d call like that
when you saw me move on b-tch, you’d crawl right back
i had you cut off, other side of the fence
then the hospital calls with your suicide attempt
thinking to myself, where’s your man, beyond that
why the f-ck you got me as your emergency contact?
came to get you, and took a look around me
you was on suicide watch inside of cook county
that p-ssed, then i cut you off again
and that’s when the stalking begin
now we’re talking again, cause somehow your husband got a felony
pedophile pedigree, s-x offender registry
so now y’all done and we tried to be formal
but we didn’t talk much, it was more like a p-rno
biting on your neck, unhooking your bra
doggystyle, jackhammer, f-cking you raw
as a joke i’d say psycho box is the best
so i would rock with the stress
but now i gotta digress
we both agreed to try again as a couple
even though my gut said it’ll end in some trouble
so i took a chance hoping i wasn’t wrong to be with you
we was cool together, you was something kinda beautiful
beauty school, model shoots, all your pursuits
everything you wanted to do, i stood there
b-tch i had your back when n-body cared
and you staring at me like i wasn’t fair
cause i had concerns of dudes who was calling you
my trust was partial, i never trusted all of you
how was i supposed to, though i wasn’t judging you
i couldn’t forget all that f-ck sh-t you put me through
kept my guard up without knowing what it’s coming to
turns out, i’m just your pencil, number 2
and my stupid -ss still thinking it’s fine
my stupid -ss not seeing the signs
my stupid -ss must’ve not paid attention
snoop said don’t trust a b-tch, my stupid -ss ain’t listen
hmm, but my gut told me, check her phone, g
then i find out the hard way about tony
yeah, i’m trying to fathom this in my brain/
read those messages, your phone’s in my name
i’m staring at you, my eyes’s filled with hatred
i wanted to choke you, thank god for my patience
cause i would’ve killed you, then i would be done
but i ain’t ever met no b-tch worth my freedom
you broke up with me to get out of this position
but the reason that you gave me was because of religion
because i’m a muslim, and you a christian
why the f-ck you put him thru the spin cycle and rinse him
why’d you keep coming back, coming back after me
nickname you warpath, i was just a casualty
and that’s the part i really don’t get
cause i was doing good, i was on my own sh-t
fast forward some and i’ll tell you where my brains at
driving past the house you was raped at
inside of my head, part of me really has to hate him
but minority report, part of me wants to thank him
only god knows why the trouble was with you
for all the bad sh-t i did, maybe my punishment was you
[verse 3]
girl, when we met, we wasn’t searching or stressing
you meeting me was unexpected
when i met you, i thought baby girl was cool
and her body’s aggressive, so i became expressive
the more i got to know you, the less i was tired
i never seen a date that we would expire
you made me feel good and i was happy again
crazy -ss coincidence, our families were friends
i enjoyed all our days spent, crazed amazement
and you topped it with the best p-ssy i ever tasted
it felt like i knew you for ages, amazed with the stages
in a book that we wrote every page with
courageous i was, when i told you my ugly
i opened up to you, never thought you would judge me
it came as a shock, you won’t stop hun
judging me for my past as if you don’t got one
now you don’t believe me, when i talk, you doubt me
but i didn’t do that, them were rumors about me
inside my head, i’m thinking about ending it
cause to you i’m guilty, even if i prove innocent
to me it’s just a thought, something i never spoke on
you became vocal, you ain’t wanna hold on
searching for an exit cause you became annoyed with it
i’m baffled, i opened up to you to avoid this sh-t
so, what do we do now
i got nothing to hide, i’m see thru now
you know me better, more than anybody wanna say
nothing else girl, the only secrets is your lingerie
asked what you want to do, you chose to stay here
but had doubts inside your mind, that you ain’t share
i’m so in love, having the time of my life
naturally, i wanna make you my wife
you agreed too, got me thinking i’m invincible
but your doubts creeping, must’ve made you feel miserable
you did a great job hiding it cause you ain’t show me
to this day you deny it, but you had cold feet
that’s how it went down, it’s weird how it sounds
cause when the day came around, you was nowhere to be found
say i messed it up, but you let it falter
from a cultural standpoint, you left my -ss at the altar
you say i burned you and that’s what it amounted to
it’s the other way around, but you won’t hold yourself accountable
now we broke up and i was back on my own then
you reached out to me, and we caught up like old friends
it felt good hearing your voice, so i just listened
somehow we end up back again kissing
now we back again, you got my heart in a vice
but insanity’s trying to do the same thing twice
with a different outcome, but one thing new
was your att-tude, no grat-tude, you’re acting combative too
doing everything you know i had scars from
my past, when you said, you wouldn’t act like that
you’re doing the same thing, and it wasn’t helping, sh-t
how i’m supposed to trust you, you won’t even tell me sh-t
you so jealous, you turned everything messy
getting mad if my sister or niece text me
acting out of hand, i did what i never thought i’d do
it was pretty stupid, i wasn’t as smart as you
i know what i did was wrong, you felt burnt again
going thru my phone, you saw i changed her to him
thought i was trying to cheat, you don’t wanna share the d-ck
no infidelity, she was just my therapist
i needed an outlet, confused cause you ain’t offer it
everytime i opened up to you, we had an argument
getting mad at random, that’s when you would start again
that’s why i lied, cause i hate arguing
you miss the whole picture, only picking what you choose to see
sh-t i wish i cheated, you won’t stop accusing me
and now you hold that one fib to me and twist it
so in your head, i’m a monster that never existed
even if i f-cked up, i’ll tell you what’s the difference
my hearts all yours, i’ll spend forever to fix it
girl, you wanted drama so i brought it
now you can’t handle it, whatchu’ wanna call it
you called it excitement but now u can’t stand it
i tried showing you the world, you won’t see past hamtramck
but if you think how i feel about you isn’t factual
then why am i like a puppy that keeps crawling back to you
cause when i’m beside you is how i feel natural
d-mn near obsessed and you dismiss the sh-t as casual
i’m moving correct, doing it next
now you bored, you get upset, cause i talk to you with respect
so… in that case b-tch
welcome to the rat race b-tch
i’m what you can’t face b-tch
have a ton of sad days b-tch
let karma come and get you like how does that taste b-tch
baby just know part of me died by saying that
so i’m not the same person, but i wanna take it back
you call me a liar, like i ain’t heard worse words
like i ain’t hear you talk about my mother using curse words
back to time spent trying to patch up the mess
but ain’t see the foundation with cracks in cement
a whole year p-ssed, off and on and what’s that
i gave you all my p-sswords, trying to get your trust back
i admit all my wrongs, but what about faults in you
i just shut the car door, you said i -ssaulted you
i ain’t do a thing, you was mad, whatchu’ call the sh-t
i still tried to make you happy, i tried to solve the sh-t
sad part is we’re compatible and magical
but now when i call your -ss, you won’t even answer boo
the more that i hold on, i become a mess to you
i said don’t see my bad side, you took it as i threatened you
so everything i do’s foul, even how i breathe is wrong
i can’t even talk to you, so ima just speak in song
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