n4th4n - paranoia/ why do i idolize? lyrics
sit back while my heart still achin’
drown in all the drugs i’m takin’
submerged in the fear of breakin’
i’m gone n+gga there’s no savin’
face down, blood pooled on pavement
i swear everybody so fake and
i don’t ever wanna wake up in the a.m
paranoia when i really start to cave in
write this but it won’t be worth it
ruminate like “what is my purpose?”
people ask for meaning in my verses
it’s a fact that these are my curses
feel numb for the ones that hurtin’
still bleed for the ones that hurt me
i know i’m f+cked for certain
not long for my soul to be set free
grow old, not a thing for my idols
my mind be a friend and my rival
will you pick up when i dial?
leave me in pieces meanwhile
shadows socialize in my bedroom
voices keep speaking my language
our love is leading me to my doom
past thoughts coming, i can’t take it
{outro]
i can’t take it
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