nario da don - porsha story lyrics
i’ma give you a tru story this nonfiction
so get off instagram tune in and just vibe with me
another untold story i had to bring bars with me
it give me chills cuz i know the ending is hard twisted
this girl named porsha it started off 1988
the year that she was born at tmh on a rainy day
birthday august 8 mam name wanda j
and all the n+ggas had a thing for her cause he model waist
see wanda j was bout her cake
she used to always hear mam say
a n+gga ain’t gone give you sh+t
you want some money find a way
and every f+ckin day you wake just pray
cause you can die today
and always be a leader
don’t go round doin what simon say
teenage years hit, shе got attached with the trenchеs
cause her mama fell victim to the crack epidemic
she was young and confused
it put her back at the scrimmage
and made her do some things in life
she had to ask for forgiveness
just another day at apalachee ridge
a whole neighborhood full of some ratchet ass kids
right on kendall drive this was back
when we was tits
she beat a b+tch to sleep
and then right after she was finished
she had a name for herself
they started callin her peabody
b+tch go to mouthin off
lil p comin to see bout her
when she heard her mother was on crack
it made he knees wobbly
mentally it used to f+ck with her
im just gone be honest
f+ckin with all type of n+ggas
like she made it a trend
livin at grandma f+nny house
she used to stay in the den
at 16 her life changed the news came in the wind
she start crying when she found out
she was pregnant with twins
abortion runnin through mind
she feel like breakin the bridge
it’s all happenin so fast it ain’t makin no sense
im only 16 ain’t got time to be raisin no kids
and every time i think about it
make me angry again
if i tell mama bout it
i’m getting a whoopin tonight
but that b+tch too busy pushin a pipe
she won’t even look to her right
and see what her daughter tryna
push in her life
she ain’t never round
she like a f+ckin crook in the night
i’m fed up i’m tired of this
so i’m booking a flight
i just want a better life
i’m out here lookin for light
i tell grandma bout it
but she just say give it to christ
but i ain’t tryna hear that sh+t
cause i ain’t feelin that hype
they don’t understand my pain
they ain’t livin my life
contemplatin suicide with some pills and a knife
mama done got real sick she ain’t feelin too bright
this is way too much stress
i need to build a new life
i’m 17 years old
i’m way too grown now
i dance every now and then yeah i do shows now
i be trappin with my brothers
i got two phones now
but my pain run deeper than a kukoc shot
yeah she can’t believe that
she 7 months pregnant
i could’ve got rid of this baby
on like several occasions
this sh+t drivin me crazy
i barely done fainted
split personalities you see how
my character changing
i had a dream the other day
that i got married in vegas
but that dream a nightmare
cuz it got buried and shaded
my whole life i been a loner
both of my parents they faded
i know it broke your heart
and it do hurt to hear when i say this
she was forced to the streets
because it’s all that she knew
and this story ain’t fiction
just know all of its true
she started livin that life
she got caught in the swoop
she tried to leave but she couldn’t go
she was caught in the noose
my brother will and lil dayday
we all in cahoots
police jump behind the coupe
better call a pursuit
i did this story in one day
i wrote in all in the booth
the lights off plus my baby daddy
d+gg+n me too
and these kids do is cry
i don’t even sleep no more
no time to myself
i ain’t at even at peace no more
i went to church the other day
they don’t even preach no more
me and mom dukes going through it
we don’t even speak no more
but she keep coughin so i ask her
why you so sick mama
why you just won’t get off that sh+t
why you won’t quit mama
i know you feel it in yo heart
i know this song hit mama
this right here worser than
eatin cold grits mama
that’s when she said to her baby
i got aids
ima reflection of you
its like im layin in a maze
started cryin like
mama why would you make up such a thing
i can’t just see you dying
livin in that suffer stage
im not healthy baby
i don’t think ima live long now
im tired of crying everyday
seem like the tears gone now
but everyday i continue
to just be real strong now
if i find out who gave it to you
he getting k!lled on spot
that news turned her heart to plywood
she left grandma house
and then moved out to brywood
she stayed finessin a duck n+gga
cause she could lie good
i’m just gonna use him
that’s what i was taught in my hood
my whole life im tired of
my sister just got locked up for a murder
she put a sh+ll in a n+gga back
like a turtle
she went to trial but she lost
this what was the verdict
they gave her life plus 30
now she takin a lil journey
d+mn that’s when she got the call
that her mama died
and she just started crying
she was heartbroken and traumatized
putting tears in her palm
like she throwin up the number five
she was southside bound
she ain’t f+ck with the other side
a year later d+mn her brother died
it made her numb inside
this emotional pain
these ain’t b+tterflies
it left her sick to her stomach
i feel her pain cuz the streets
done took more than one of mine
see lil p name was ringin in the trenches
but she ain’t listen when i told her
to stop hangin with them b+tches
they end up snitchin
had her name in the mission
her face changed when she see
that they came as the witness
trial date comin soon
she steady getting bad news
a guilty verdict made her feel like
she just ate some bad food
i got the news i was with moon
down in cancun cuz all you got in prison
is books letters and tattoos
a year later i wrote her a letter
and told her how the world is
it done got cold as ever
she said they gave me 25 i can’t hold it together
this might be my last letter
i’m gone forever
p.s. porsha
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