nayan chauveau - my man lyrics
do you miss what we had?
was i home to you that you thought you never needed or could have?
was it the distance that drove us apart?
from lovers we became 2 strangers finding our own paths
did the gr-ss seem greener on the other side and you jumped to conclusion that love is a stupid lie
it is inevitable, and after all these years you realize
that you left a whole d-mn garden in hindsight?
the fights and conflicts could have been resolved
but you ran away, you gave in and i felt lost
it takes 2 to make it work just like it takes 2 to make love
i was dragging the whole thing on my shoulders
while you were too controlling in bed, taking care of the later
you wanted control said seeing me in flesh made you loose control
i wish you could control your urge to be alone when i was fully clothed
i know what we had wasn’t just about flesh and meat
but you gave me all the feels and left me alone in the streets
i would always turn back hoping that you would too
but you never did and this boy walked back home
each time with hands and feet turning blue
you drove me to a cliff and left me hanging by a rope
i kept falling and falling with no ray of hope
you don’t know how difficult it was to know the truth
all that you did for me was not out of love but to control my ghosts
all that i did for you was purely out of love
hearing you talk turned my heart into dust
i remember you telling me months later that you miss the exclusivity
while all i wanted to hear was “i miss you too baby”
i remember telling you that i would stop if someday i am getting married to someone and you stop me from doing so
i still feel the same honey but would you stop me from doing so?
i miss the long walks, the mad talks, the first kiss that we ever shared
how you would come over and hold me and how you cared
in my diary you’re not a villain
just someone i think i knew once who now is a blurry vision
but i am ready, i am open to let you in again
all i wonder about is whether you want to be my man?
i still wonder if those 12 months meant something more to you
i wish you could feel more and would talk more and make it through
because i know you and it wasn’t just adultery that had you holding onto me
i kept trying, sacrificed things, only to be seen
i am still hanging from the cliff where you left me
hoping you would come back and like me for me
2 years down the line and i am still falling
i tried to hit the ground and accept things
but your arms are the only thing that i want to fall in
even the sun shining bright couldn’t save me from the past
i played with the sunlight and i played with the dark
and i want to be honest, i wasn’t playing games
all of it was really reai, i felt it, a love that was mad and insane
i thank that love that burned like a forest fire but we both knew wasn’t right
for letting me go and setting me free, sun keeps shining bright
2 years, a part of me was still stuck on you like it still is
i thought i could untangle and soar high in the winds
but what if i want to stay rooted, wrapped up in your arms, staying still
reach out, hold on darling, this time please stay
i don’t know how long i can hold on
make a move before it’s too late
you know how i was hopeless
i am falling back again
the hope is gone and i eat less
stuck in a sandstorm
this time i don’t want to be saved
just understand and let me breathe
i want you there, next to me
i don’t want you to fix tnings for me
this time do things out of love and not because of the fear of losing me
that would make me stay and belive in life and we’ll live happily
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