ndoke - intro(spection) lyrics
[verse 1]
bring it back, with the hallelujah nonsense
if god made this world, is my life god’s rent?
have i borrowed my body, mind, and soul
or have i
made myself into who i am, his plan is in fact mine
in fact my
introspective perceptions reflect in my eyes
the redirected deflections encapsulate my mind
that’s why i take my time
no rushing, no, uh uh
i keep this chain on my neck to remind you where im from
let me say that again
since y’all don’t listen
i said
bring it back, with the hallelujah nonsense
if god made this world, is my life god’s rent?
have i borrowed my body, mind, and soul
or have i
made myself into who i am, his plan is in fact mine
in fact my
introspective perceptions reflect in my eyes
the redirected deflections encapsulate my mind
that’s why i take my time
no rushing, no, uh uh
i keep this chain on my neck to remind you where im from
or maybe
it’s a front to prove myself to you
legitimize my persona
african white dude
i ain’t no xany or ecstasy poppin’
regularly balance my options
carefully heavily jotting
melodies toppin’ the charts
kind of rapper
i’m just a regular fool
with a p-ssion for fashion and flashing when i’m through
all my life i’ve been sedated
teachers say i will not make it
dad tell me my time is wasted
pros and cons to be creative
[bridge ]
so i pray
hallelujah sings
weighing on my brain
off my face
cause that mary jane
help alleviate
the pain that keep me quiet
cooking up an inner riot
but if sanity’s mariah
man i lost like nick
so my thoughts rewind quick
am i sick?
or the total f-ckin opposite?
[verse 2]
these ominous eyes
see all i keep inside
me when i see men cry
demons got me chin high
reading off these penned lines
but see the pen lie when i’m low
yeah
it seems my dreams another language
lo siento no hablo
escobar or pic-sso
i can’t relate to pablo
saw beauty in the struggle
cause they came up with hermanos
and my nose done sniffed
a whole lot of sh-t
but see my whole politic
used against me like kaepernick
yo i’m after it
br-ss knuckles on my hand
on attack, no p-ssive sh-t
whack motherf-ckers wanna rap bout the rack
and the ‘lac and the mac
no cl-ssy sh-t
d-mn the fact i can’t make a dumb track and sh-t
attractive form of rap, magnet sh-t
god d-mn
you would think that i had this sh-t
in the bag and sh-t
i said
d-mn the fact i can’t make a dumb track
when i close my eyes i dream myself that
every time i leave i seem to come back
to the same ol’ rap, the same ol’ trap
this ain’t no trap
nah playa
this the sh-t that got 9 layers
this the sh-t you gotta fine comb through
every listen you gonna find sum’n new
and you’ll find some flaws
and you’ll find some truths
from “i love my b-tch” to “i love you”
i love this sh-t, and its true though
cry on stage, justin trudeau
[bridge]
so i pray
hallelujah sings
weighing on my brain
off my face
cause that mary jane
help alleviate
the pain that keep me quiet
cooking up an inner riot
but if sanity’s mariah
man i lost like nick
so my thoughts rewind quick
am i sick?
or the total f-ckin opposite?
[verse 3]
too much sh-t, man i gotta pick
often talking politics
most the time it make me sick
to see that all my friends and people
fallin for their bag of tricks
the saddest sh-t
that ain’t even the half of it
hide my real face
cause motherf-ckers can’t handle it
p-ss the sh-t
can’t fight no more
man i’m past the fists
hating is too draining
i’m turning into a pacifist
woker than an activist
most of ’em are sacks of sh-t
can’t wait to see who left
if we start looking right past the trend
haha
its ridiculous
anyone that knows anything
should be a feminist
what can i say
women i love and appreciate
they the only thing
that can take over a mans brain
make him go straight insane
on his mind all d-mn day
be their sun in the sky
or turn it amsterdam grey
and it’s a shame
when a fire built of grand flames
becomes tame
due to winds from a dumb plane
i’m taking some blame but
when my income change
ill be on that dumb plane back
to take you some place
so as i write this down
can’t help be feel relief
the weight that’s on me controlled me
but now its on a leaf
and hopefully
you made it this far to listen to me
and listened fully
cause everybody is distant to me
the conditions im finding myself in
leave me wishing
that i didn’t wish for a glistening life
the glamour’s different
i think i bit more than i can chew
ain’t that a b-tch
ain’t that some sh-t
wow
now that’s hard to admit
or maybe
i can finally believe i’m honest
i’m not the hottest
i’m not the prophet that i promised
i’m no adonis
not the tallest
and i’m not the strongest
i’m lacking polish
and my p-n-s is not the longest
far from flawless
i’m still a novice
i got a lot to learn
but at least i know i’m h-lla modest
smoking chronic
so many trees
entire forest
and i keep my t–th clean
call it orthodontist
[bridge – outro]
still i pray
hallelujah sings
weighing on my brain
off my face
cause that mary jane
help alleviate
the pain that keep me quiet
cooking up an inner riot
but if sanity’s mariah
man i lost like nick
so my thoughts rewind quick
am i sick?
or the total f-ckin opposite?
yo that’s enough
man i’m out of this
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