necrotted - happy dysphoria lyrics
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my instinct of self+preservation
constrains me to adapt their manners
and to accept their norms and rules
i hardly try to resist
intent to rebel
against their authority
but i can’t find the strength
held down by my dysphoria
suddenly the storm clouds disappear
and i’m chasing rainbows
flowers blossom in my head
my heart throbs
pumped full of medication
they drugged me up
can’t focus on my honest aims
my concentration is lost
my mood swings up and down
to the highest hills and to the deepest depths
i’m on the verge of giving up
i’m torn apart internally
am i all alone?
or is there anyonе else?
i fake a smilе
although i want to cry
drowning in desperation
i pretend to be happy
let’s be happy
happy
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