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neverseen - soldier boy lyrics

soldier boy, oh my little soldier boy
i’ll need you to shut the f+ck up

legends and stories are passed down, from generations to the next
blankets tucked tight, turn on the nightlight
mom told me a story tonight
about a monster who haunts her
one who would threw her through walls
who ruptured her spleen
left her to bleed
this is a story, i don’t want to believe
this is too much for a young boy
can i just go out and play
i don’t want to hear about this incident
can i just be young, and be innocent?
but i grew up still way too fast
had to protect mom from this man
he never did call or come around
never once a letter or even a sound
10 years pass of hearing moms ghosts past
set in stone memories of monsters shadows cast
now i stand strong, but i feel weak
so much to say, but i don’t speak
i was blinded to find my own truth
forced to see this man through biased views
i didn’t even have a single choice to choose
empty, angry, she just left me confused, like
what would i say, even if i had the chance
cause my youth was lost without the guidance
i cannot look up to a man who wasn’t there
i cannot be now, the little boy who was scared
i have to travel out in this world all alone
but i’m grown, i can do it on my own
it’s hard when you’re young, not to love, not to care
but your love isn’t lost, when it wasn’t ever there
traveling through a maze through a constant haze
uncertainty, chaos, will never phase
it’s hard to walk straight, when you’re always sideways
like lost in a thought that’s filled with crossways
is he really as bad as moms depiction
or should i take it as a work of fiction
her memories and stories are like a silver spoon
passed down like a family heirloom
but when the movie ends and the credits roll
a light will shine on every scary shadow
and the moving faces formed out my bedroom window
will morph back into branches, when the wind blows
memories turn on, off, hot then cold
in a flash i’m back to being 13 years old
to being 13 years old
and it goes like this

get off the bus, with my cheap black backpack
grey clouds, head down, no friends to wave and look back
i’m the crumpled pieces of paper that hides
my own wide rule, no college inside
another walk of shame into the home alone
mom and sis are home oh f+ck no
i’d probably be shallow if i had more
but i was left hollow, here’s a corny pill to swallow
my physics prescription, is the sh+t rolling down hill
open up your mouth, son, here comes your refill
i was mom’s soldier boy
my sister was her chew toy
a shack made on sand, can easily be destroyed
build us up to tear us down
“joke with me you silly clown
what the f+ck you doing now
betray me now you little fowl
run away you little cow
her new kids were horses, while her old kids became pigs
living in our own sty
looking through this kids eyes
see my world shrink as i watch it
spin and pass by
do what i say you better do it now
get off the couch and shut your f+cking mouth
spanking, yelling, screaming, only gettin worse with time
neighbor knocks, mom answers, yeah, everything is fine
a couple hours later still
b+tching at us all
a smile on her face, yeah we’re
dysfunctional
even now i never really thought its all her fault
but even if we’re sh+tty kids she’s supposed to be adult
the best show on tv was simpson’s one through ten
i would know i watched every single one of them
the funny thing is we played the real life part
mom as dad and marge, sister lisa, i was bart
whenever i’d get mad i thought
i’ll f+cking show her
but i always struck out when i tried to hit a homer

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