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nf - happy lyrics

[verse 1]
dear god, please
hear me out, i know it’s been a couple years
since i’ve reached
out and said h+llo, i bet you’re wondering
why i keep
obsessing on and stressin’ all the little things
when i should be
living life and soaking up the memories
i know i’ve been selfish, i have
no excuse to give you, it’s true
hanging by a thread’s how i live
i don’t know why, but i feel more comfortable
[chorus]
livin’ in my agony
watchin’ my self+esteem
go up in flames, acting like i don’t
care what anyone else thinks
when i know truthfully
that that’s the furthest thing from how i
feel, but i’m too proud to open up and ask ya
to pick me up and pull me out this hole i’m trapped in
the truth is i need help, but i just can’t imagine
who i’d be if i was happy

[verse 2]
yeah, been this way so long
it feels like somethin’s off when i’m not depressed
i got some issues that i won’t address
i got some baggage i ain’t opened yet
i got some demons i should put to rest
i got some traumas that i can’t forget
i got some phone calls i been avoidin’
some family members i don’t really connect with
some things i said i wish i woulda not let slip
some hurtful words that never shoulda left my lips
some bridges burned i’m not ready to rebuild yet
some insecurities i haven’t dealt with, yes
i’ll be the first to admit that i’m a lonely soul
and the last to admit i need a hand to hold
losin’ hope, headed down a dangerous road
strange, i know, but i feel most at home when i’m
[chorus]
livin’ in my agony
watchin’ my self+esteem
go up in flames, acting like i don’t
care what anyone else thinks
when i know truthfully
that that’s the furthest thing from how i
feel, but i’m too proud to open up and ask ya
to pick me up and pull me out this hole i’m trapped in
the truth is i need help, but i just can’t imagine
who i’d be if i was happy

[bridge]
don’t know what’s around the bend
don’t know what my future is
but i can’t keep on livin’ in—

[chorus]
livin’ in my agony
watchin’ my self+esteem
go up in flames, acting like i don’t
care what anyone else thinks
when i know truthfully
that that’s the furthest thing from how i
feel, but i’m too proud to open up and ask ya
to pick me up and pull me out this hole i’m trapped in
the truth is i need help, but i just can’t imagine
who i’d be if i was happy
[outro]
(oh, oh, oh)
(oh, oh, oh) if i was happy
(oh, oh, oh)
(oh, oh, oh) if i was happy

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