nick kopel - joy lyrics
[verse 1]
when life was hard i was told to hug my mom and tell her it would be okay
there wasn’t a single part of me that wanted to but i had to obey
like this isn’t how this works okay
my abuse was so grey
because all i had to do was stand up
but i always feared the worst
i knew if it came to it one of us was gonna end up in a he+rs+
so it led to a curse
do i risk it all
or do i just let everything snow ball
we’ll i ain’t small no more
i swore i’d get back and even the score
just because he was drunk doesn’t mean you needed to knock him to the floor
just because she kicked you out doesn’t mean you needed to kick down the door
just because you wanted doesn’t mean you needed to ignore the restraining order
just because they laugh a little to loud doesn’t mean you have to scream at your daughters
so just because you did i don’t care if i slaughter
my rhymes are like mortars
i hope you get sh+ll shock
i already know your life is on a clock
honestly i don’t worry about none of it
because when you die to h+ll with it
[verse 2]
mom you ain’t safe either
what were you doing to the dealer to get those drugs
because obviously if you had money we’d have food not nugs
i was always stressing how to get a couple bucks
always stressing about our future until i didn’t give a f+ck
all day you’d sleep
counting sheep while i sweep up the girls mess
it’s like you saw it and said we’ll i guess i’ll wait til they get home
it’s not like the children are my own
you were smart to not give me a phone
and even when you did i was to scared
f+cking logically impaired
told me that they’d take us away
failed to convey that it would be with close family
thankfully i only suppressed this sh+t
because nothing but the truth comes out when i f+cking spit
the physiological trauma i went through is why i wanted to quit
like there’s no way i chose this sh+t
but maybe i did because it just fit
my brain was lit
on fire
it was like climbing through bobbed wire
f+ck you for always being a liar
Random Lyrics
- 青木陽菜 (hina aoki) - wantの感情 lyrics
- oks (pl) - 2 kroki w przód lyrics
- 薛凱琪 (fiona sit) - 奇洛李維斯回信 (a letter from keanu reeves) lyrics
- yiru - normal girl lyrics
- los chivatos - citroen ax lyrics
- jx.zero - grow in patience lyrics
- верби (wrrb+) - хаос* lyrics
- rxknephew, mvw & chasethemoney - feed the needy lyrics
- nicole dollanganger - alligator blood (original version) lyrics
- glyders - stone shadow lyrics