nick xl - pitch black lyrics
i just wallow in pitch black
i dont follow, i waddle with limbs wrapped
try to write a song for tomorrow but sh+t’s scr+pped
so now i ain’t got now plans or events to be p+ssed at
and i wish that i could swap places, really, with like anyone
cause bein stuck inside all day, really isn’t any fun
and all my interests and all my hobbies now are gettin bleak
so now its to the point that i just sleep until i end my week
thats another month thats out, i probably only showered twice
script a call for help, but all my print is how a coward writes
i only bring destruction but i tell myself im breathing life
i keep this sorrow close like its a daughter, it dont leave my sight
and now i know that lucifer’s laughing, he must of heard of me
could track it back to learning bout cursive when he was cursing me
im stupid, assertive i ain’t no worker bee
but let me ask you if this music sh+t has really worked for me
[hook]
i can’t even do the sh+t i do like
tryna live cause any day i could lose life
go to sleep, then i wake to the moonlight
me and him are friends, i never lose sight
i just wish that i could find the strength to change this
but lately i been finding, really, im just feelin weak now
walking home to plug myself into the matrix
cause lately i can think of what to say but i dont speak out
[bridge]
and the timing’s comedic, i think it’s done
then i circle back and start the loop again from day one
ill take a walk on the road just to get crushed
on the day i truly know what im hopin will stick stuck
[outro]
i just wallow in pitch black
try to apply myself but the odds will just get stacked
im just life inside a bottle observed by a small few
i been like this since a child, i peek through a fogged view
i just wallow in pitch black
and the day you get the call that im gone i can sit back
because, really only then will i ever be broke though
i dont wish for death but its something that im not opposed to
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