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nikshoww - coping mechanism lyrics

(verse 1) +
i been tryna cope and feel something
see it in my eyes that i been cryin’ tears
feel it every day that i don’t get up
feel it every time that i don’t show up
i been tryna cope with the pain
the pain of being isolated
i tried gettin’ high
i tried pourin’ up
when nighttime strikes, i feel the same stuff
how the f+ck am i gonna get myself outta this
on top of my anxiety, i feel like i got no meds
(verse 2) +
i’m happy in dreams
racks inside my jeans
i been prayin’ on my knees for a coping mechanism
i’m not tryna to ask for some forgiveness
i just want my future to be near painless
i been takin’ drugs all night, yeah
i don’t have have the means to improve, i can’t stop
i can feel my heart burning out, i’m gonna rot
what’s the f+ckin’ point in living life, we’re gonna die
i been so away from humanity
i don’t even know how to be a normal person
i know i sing a lot about my own demise
i just feel that i’m replaceable, i’m trying not to cry
everybody says it but i feel i’m really hated
you should really listen when i’m laying out these statements
if i ever k!lled myself, would you be able to take it
with the way i’m going, i don’t know if i’ma make it

(verse 3) +
i just been feeling like everybody’s out to get me, i’m losing’ my mind
i been tryna find a coping mechanism for some time while staying alive
sometimes i mean when i say i really wanna die, i try to suppress my thoughts
anxiety, it run amuck in body
depression, yeah it taught me a lesson
i’m just really tryna spill out the message
isolated like a thirty+year sentence
come in peace, yeah i’m deep with the reverence

- nikshoww lyrics

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