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noel joshua - through u n i lyrics

[hook]
i wrote this for you and i
wishing i’d live through
what could’ve been you and i
going through u-n-i
memories, you in mine
got me looking through the times
wishing that you were mine
i said it

[verse 1]
f-ck the guy who bedded you
pour a shot for your soul, i would’ve wedded you
in all white, but that ain’t life
its all grey matter
why love when your face lathered in tears
your faith, doubts and fears
you shared them under the sunshine
i still think you’re gorgeous under the water lines
i’m at the right place on the wrong time
and i don’t find honour in your cly
back to you saying i’m hating myself
why did i do it, you always say to yourself
i thought he was the one that’s why i gave up myself
now i’m losing my mind to all the pain that he’s dealt
she said, i told you a few months back about losing my faith
with all that’s happened i don’t believe i’ll be saved
i mourn the children i wanted to have some day
i feel like, who comes next i’ve already betrayed
let alone god
let alone my mother
this she can’t know, i’m ashamed as a daughter
thinking at the time, he deserved me forever
so i’ll accept consequences that i’m bearing forever
that even means bearing him
all the antics inherent in him
because i believe there’s better in him
so i’ll make my mission to bettering him
still he’s breaking my limits and i ask myself why
he resorting to the kush, am i inadequate to his high?
who knows what else he does or is ready to try
there was this crazy night where i was worried he’d die
and i cry constantly now, deep in my doubt
i lie so lonely now, soaking my blouse
my side seems like he don’t wanna hear it
dismissive when he talks, so i’m losing my spirit
there’s more than my love life resting on my shoulders
i pray i graduate, i know i’ve lost control
feeling helpless, falling behind my goals
this degree keeps taking its toll on me
what do i do when the world feels against me
do i dare question divine pre-destiny?
feel my worth slipping away, what else is left of me?
please noel, what can you tell me?

[verse 2]
they call it falling in love for a reason
one minute you’re fine, the next you’re the deep end
it could all be a dream ’til they catch you sleeping
so here i go katy, this is what i’m seeing
your breakdown yesterday was more than family
and i’ve been knowing since you’ve talked your boy to me
cause your tone been different
and your words insisted something more
obvious that you couldn’t escape the allure
but its a boy’s game, imma tell you this
best foot forward then we out when we hit a l!ck
i’ve been at it before
and i tried to warn my cousin, instead i threw a fit
what can i say? thrill of the heist mixed with hunting
cause the prize pays the highest price, that’s our vice
not to say that your boy ain’t wanna wife you
it could happen but it’ll come with strife too
i’m sorry, i know i’m coming off spiteful
but not all efforts continue after the eiffel
you can’t change people, they must decide to
you can’t change people, that’s final
said it different so i wasn’t so blunt with it, i meant
drop the motherf-cker and be done with it
it ain’t fair to get broken just to run with it
that’s for anyone in your life, they better come with it
as for your decisions
i never found the catholic religion or sinners redemption
i’m a cynic, most my life been ruined by faith
my prayers stay unanswered so i make my own grace
katy, its not my place or anyone elses’
to tell you how to be happy or find wellness
all i’ve said here has been selfish
and what you do best is find peace in being selfless
but take one thing from this, stay balanced
and never give yourself to failing your own ballast cause
its one thing to be let down
and its another when people keep you kept down

[verse 3]
so here i am lying down
the heat of the sun’s warm but i want your
embrace on this gr-ss floor
but no, cause that would mess up the concord
of a friendship i value beyond my heart’s contours
fast forward, writing this song is hard to conquer
cause this is more than my truth, its yours in song form
and it must be hurting you in some form
cause putting this out is breaking trust you asked in conform
now its sounding like i’m home-wrecking
and every action i’ve made you gone question
and every word i’ll say you won’t listen
i’ll lose you, i know it, its no question
the universe draws the lines in the parallels
for both of us, that’s where heaven fails
all i want’s to be beside you
but i can’t change you, that’s final
now look at the other thing that i’m facing
finna give up love for dream chasing
like what’s my seed if green replace ’em
though i know greed is where the pain is
shouldn’t ask but will you miss me?
if i touched down in your city, girl
would you see a show or just miss me?
you believed i could do it but this feels like
i’ll have no one to see me through it

i said i wrote this for you and i
wishing i’d live through
what could’ve been you and i
going through u-n-i
memories, you in mine
got me looking through the times
wishing that you were mine
i said it

- noel joshua lyrics

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