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nolxck - inside mind 1 lyrics

[hook]
i ain’t been outside in a couple days
step outside feel the sunshine burn my face
i ain’t been outside in a couple days
step outside feel the sunshine burn my face

[verse 1]
welcome to the random thought process
i remember i was coming up through the day
but i forget the come downs when the night comes around
guess i’m glad for my past because now i can’t go down
rock bottom was a blast but it’s time that i get going
think i’m boutta miss my cl-ss eyes gl-ssed fell asleep in the yard
diamonds in my dreams but i think my life was full of shard
i don’t remember, vision blurring, starts to hurt when i think too hard
man i’m tired, f-ck dwelling on the past got a future in this rap sh-t
if i even make it far
intrusive thoughts get loud like a national banks alarms
stabbed a girl, well that’s alarming
what kinda person am i becoming?
am i overthinking on my situations?
overstaying my welcome in these places?
i can’t stand to look at all these judging faces
i’m praying that i’m make it
my actions back my words
and i try to send a message
you can take a second chance at your life
all it takes is motivation
but sometimes the road gets tough
and the nights are the blackest
if i end my life tonight
don’t say it wasn’t expected

[hook]
i ain’t been outside in a couple days
step outside feel the sunshine burn my face
i ain’t been outside in a couple days
step outside feel the sunshine burn my face

[verse 2]
waking in the morning is a struggle
got no motivation, but i don’t need medication
i keep telling myself
situations getting better don’t be stressing yourself
it doesn’t matter how hard i try, nothing ever changes
so i write these raps alone
when it comes to being perfect i take ages
because i don’t have sh-t to do
tryna make a career out of feeling blue
get your head out of the gutter kid, start feeling good
things are looking up, looking new
you got a new face and new name
go change your lifestyle
and stop digging your grave
but nah f-ck it, head getting hungry for a bullet
itching for a pinch of cyanide to cool it
if i wanna do it cool i can try and bool it
but that’s a waste i’ll just do it
find my body in a pool of puke, drugs and blood
sometimes that sh-t sound fun
and i’m not saying go do it
because of all the repercussions
sorry dad and mum, i know you’ll hear this
but here’s a small step inside my mind
i’m tryna make it personal so y’all can understand
next time when i’m shaking or i’m sp-ced and
you’re freaking out you get it i’m just dealing with my devils
this song is just spastic scrabbles i’m just feeling rather talentless
so i’m spitting to make sure that i still have it
but i’m thankful for these beats i find and sh-t
and the pages that these raps are written in
and my family for always tryna kick it
when i’m feeling paranoid that death is sittin in
i’ve been feuding with my brother but i ain’t missin him
but i really want to move past sh-t and not be dissing him
he’s got talent and i’m really wishin him the best

[outro]
step outside feel the sunshine burn my face
i ain’t been outside in a couple days
step outside feel the sunshine burn my face

- nolxck lyrics

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