notlewy - clown + 7am lyrics
i’m ripping at the seams, pick my scars ‘til i find a way out, a way out
and one day you will see, i fall apart when n0body’s around, around
why they look at me like i’m a freak?
i don’t feel like myself, never felt like myself
the way they look at me, you’d think there’s a circus in town, there’s a circus in town
‘cause i feel like a clown, walking ‘round, on these mangled up feet
if you push me to the edge don’t be shocked when i leap
i got demons at my bedside and ghosts in my sleep
i won’t make it to the end, i’ve been feeling too wеak
i’ve been up for some weeks, with my head in thе clouds
how can i be so high and be feeling so down?
i can’t find a single reason that they want me around, except for their own entertainment, and i feel like a clown
and, my body hit the pavement, watch me shatter like glass
you get your pleasure from my pain, i know you want me to crash
and i’m burning in the rain ‘til i’m nothing but ash
i tore off all of my limbs and threw my life in the trash
i’ll always be this way, i can’t be saved, i guess you’ll have the last laugh. (laugh)
the last laugh. (laugh)
yeah, i’ll always be this way, i can’t be saved, i guess you’ll have the last laugh
why’d you do me like that? (that)
and now i’m ripping at the seams, pick my scars ‘til i find a way out
a way out
and one day you will see, i fall apart when n0body’s around, around
and why they look at me like i’m a freak?
i don’t feel like myself, never feel like myself
the way they look at me, you’d think there’s a circus in town, there’s a circus in town
‘cause i feel like a clown
yo
is this as good at it ever gets?
how do you live with regret?
i sit and wonder why i got this f+cking put in my chest
i’m out the window
wanna my body hit the cement?
out in the middle of the dark until it’s 7am
you hit my phone, but you don’t really know where i’ve been
around the corner, moving slower, i just wanna pretend
it’s all okay when nothing really feels to great anymore
my lungs collapse, and i’m caving in, right here on my bedroom floor
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maybe it’s all in my head, i should be blaming myself
i don’t know who’re my real friends
i don’t think that i feel well
i was never present, i was never there
and you could never really tell
i bet you feel so stupid now
you went and let everybody down
lewy, why do you wear a frown when you’ve always been a clown?
i went and set fire to the whole d+mn town and i’ll put you in the ground
i like you better when you hurt yourself
i’ll make you feel the way i felt
and i’m the only one laughing now, with n0body else around
i [?] arsonist
i’m a clown
i burnt the circus to the ground
and i’m the only one laughing now, with n0body else around
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i’m a clown
i burnt the circus to the ground
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