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novision - hamster wheel lyrics

yeah, i’m a f+ck up, i never asked to live
so why the f+ck i’m paying for my f+ck ups?
i should’ve stayed inside my dads f+cking nut sack
i should’ve k!llt myself the first time that i tried 2
and now i’m bored out of my mind
the only thing i think is suicide
but people tell me not to?

i should’ve never got with any of my exes
all the pain i had to go thru, i wasn’t ready for
and all these tears i f+cking shed i could kept them all
& if i took a shot for every time a girl told me she’s never leaving
man i swear to god that i’d be dead
every nightmare i had it turned into reality
the thought of someone else putting their d+ck inside her
makes me want to rip my f+cking skull out
and sh+t i know it’s not your fault but f+ck i miss you
and i’d rather never live a day than be inside this world
living here without you (f+ck)

portray myself a way i’m really not
i cry myself to sleep every night i think alot
i hate that i’m the only one whos left out
everybody living now and i’m the only one whos f+cking begging
for a peace of happiness, coz i never been sh+t
i say that i don’t give a f+ck but really every day
my stomach hurting from the pain
dissassociated thinking about “where did i fail?”
but f+ck it i’m too late, the one i loved the most is f+cking gone
thinking bout another guy whos prolly f+cking richer
or prolly got a bigger d+ck or prolly got a better house
or prolly got a better f+cking car, better f+cking car
i don’t blame n0body for the sh+t they did to me
i only blame myself for trusting everyone who ruined me
i f+cking hate myself this life is k!lling me
i’m praying everynight hoping that satan take my life away

this sh+t is hurting more than f+cking helping me, what can’t you see?
the man this world created it was me
i wanna f+cking k!ll some mother f+ckers
i wanna be the topic in the news
i wanna be the next dead rapper
i wanna tie a noose around my neck
i wanna smoke so much my lungs collapse
i wanna leave this mother f+cking place
i’m calling but i have no f+cking friends
i wanna be the person everyone takes for example
please don’t ever wanna be like me

look at me now, i’m stuck doing the same sh+t
running a circle that i ran my whole life dawg
nothing new everything i’ve done, i’ve done it already
i’ve been outside waiting steady for all these mother f+ckers
that i have inside my k!lling spree list
i put it on my momma that these f+ckas gon see god
i let them live for a couple of months but soon enough
i’ll catch em hanging with their friends outside
hahahahaahahaha

- novision lyrics

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