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nteezus - thank you, and goodnight! lyrics

[verse 1]
i been out all night
tryna keep my head on right
first step was a bad one
second step was the worst time
walked around in a circle
and i think i almost died
now i’m staying in a safe place
far away from the bad guys
gotta protect my peace
ever since trent, think i’ve been a hot mess
finally got revenge
didn’t feel great though, like they all said
thank you for all the good times
but, i guess this is how it all ends
think it’s time to put my foot down
and to use this time for healing

[hook]
so, thank you (goodnight, my love)
and good night (pleasant dreams, and)
i hope you (sweet dreams, my love)
had a good time (plеasant dreams)
so, thank you (goodnight, my love)
and good night (pleasant drеams, and)
so, thank you (sweet dreams, my love)
and good night (pleasant dreams)
[verse 2]
sorry for the ego
that i gained when i came back
left my home in disarray
man, i should’ve never done that
left my people all in dismay
if i could, i would pay ’em back
all the time we lost, all the lil’ cracks
all of my flaws, everything i lack
at the forefront
couldn’t deal with ’em
and i had to take it out on you
if trent’s listening, i’m sorry
and i think that i forgive you
i hope you know people loved you
know it’s cheesy, but it’s true
and i hope you’re safe in the afterlife
now i think i’m through with you, listen

[hook]
so, thank you (goodnight, my love)
and good night (pleasant dreams, and)
i hope you (sweet dreams, my love)
had a good time (pleasant dreams)
so, thank you (goodnight, my love)
and good night (pleasant dreams, and)
i hope you (sweet dreams, my love)
had a good time (pleasant dreams)
[outro: nt++zus & caelix]
looking at the glass
nothing made sense
you felt almost unrecognizable to yourself
you thought you’d accepted the reality of your situation
you went on a rampage when you saw all the newfound attention you’d gotten from k!lling trent
to gain some of your lost ego back
or to prove something
but outside of the rioting
and the constant partying
there was a glimpse of fear in you
you realized you eventually would have to confront yourself about what you did
when you realized this, you panicked
you tried one last time to convince yourself, one last time
that you are the god you think you are
and that’s where you broke
you lost your spot
and so you ran away
all the way back to the battlefield
and you tried your hardest to gain closure
you stayed there, and stayed there
until something came to you
and an omen did come
the horde, the muster, the murder
they surrounded you
and in your delirium, you thought it was your time
they attacked, and almost took you
but, you survived
this close call forced you into a metacognitive state
it finally encouraged you to bring yourself back to your reality
and finally, at the end of your journey
you did what you set out to do, without even realizing
you embraced change
you realized that it was not the death that hurt you
it was the fact that something had shifted
you knew you had a job to do in getting rid of him
but where did its conclusion leave you?
it left you confused, and angry
it left your life disheveled, despite the attention you got
you knew that wasn’t you
you had to find your next purpose
that’s everything i wrote. did i get it mostly correct?

absolutely. i’m glad you understood

great. so, i leave this here for you, trusting that you will take some time to think about it as you usually do. i’m glad you came back to visit. do you have any questions for me?

was i right?

what?

was i right? in doing everything i did? in k!lling trent? in avenging t+pain and marin? if all of this led me to embracing the change i needed to embrace, to become a better person. was it right?

are you familiar with the debate of fate versus free will?

yea, somewhat

what do you know? what do you think? it’s okay if nothing immediately comes to mind

well, i know it’s a very religious thing to believe in fate. and, i guess it’s kind of a science thing to believe in free will. i’m not really sure what i think. i’m still finding what i believe

those who believe in fate believe that we are all driven by time, that we make the actions we make because we have a purpose, and each action guides us to our higher purpose in life. but those who believe in free+will say that we do what we want because we want to. that the world is nothing but a cog for us to fulfill our fantasies. and at the end of the day we are the ones who decide whether we are good or evil. because you found your greater purpose with this, fate would dictate that you were right. but if i was thinking about it from a psychological perspective, well, we have free will don’t we?

i guess, yeah

well, then we are also given the innate choice to decide whether we were right. so, i want you to answer this for me. what would you change, if you could do one thing differently in this journey of yours. what would you change?

uhm… i’m not sure. i just want all my friends back. i want t+pain back. i want marin back. but, i’m kind of glad it happened. i’m glad i almost died. i think… i think i learned something out of all of this

then, you were right. and i agree that you were right. because you understand that you can’t change what happened. anything else?

no. no, i think i’m good for now

well, this is the end of our story then! i wish i could convince you to stay, but i understand. and i hope wherever you go next, you find closure for yourself again

thank you, caelix
actually, i have one more question for you. when i was going through this whole experience, i kept feeling something. or seeing it. like a dark figure. it was odd, and i think it somewhat played into my delusions. sometimes it was small. sometimes it was huge. it always just watched. peered directly into my eyes. constantly following me with his eyes. i don’t know, maybe i was just going crazy. we’ve already realized that much. but, this wasn’t like the ghost that haunted me. or the bl++dy footstep marks i saw on the grass. or the crows that almost k!lled me. it felt… real. so real. i kept thinking about it, and i feel like it’s foreshadowing something. something i’m not ready for. something none of us are ready for. but, also it could be my delusions again. whatever it is, we might have to prepare. because last time it was just me. but i’m out now. i can’t stop whatever’s coming. and i can’t warn them about something i don’t know exists. what do you think, caelix?
caelix?
caelix?

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