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nuq - heart under blade lyrics

[verse 1: nuq]
shameless
going to a school with just a couple hundred people and he still be living nameless
wonder where his brain is
always see him walking alone
playing music from his phone
think he b-mping some j cole
he the strangest
i detect some sadness in his eyes
or maybe just some madness in disguise
a calmness before the tide
i hope i recognize before he taking peoples lives
a wolf within the wise
acknowledge the hold and hide
i got a demon hid up in my shadow
said i was only hanging yet they put me on the gallows
torch me like all them crosses now i’m smoking like tobacco
quiet so i’m a whacko
riot it give them ammo
listen you cannot judge me just based on my disposition
i promise that i’m friendly i just seem a little different
i will not call it racist for this simple definition
never had many friends always thought it was my ambition
but know better now
people start to call me cuz they hear my rhymes are clever now
i can write a verse about whatever or whomever now
i can see forever more endeavors getting severed now
flow is like a zephyr now
moreover
life wasn’t unlucky
when b-tches never fuck me
but trust me
i picture ladies naked whenever we studied
wish i put my sperm up in their tummy
end the study buddy
hope those ladies listen and they find this very funny
or yucky
it’s cruddy
but i’m a man
and they never understand
what it’s like to be alone for a year with just a hand
so when they tell me staying pure and then they fuck another man
raps a diatribe
to describe the hell that i am d-mned
and i plan
to be that voice where they acknowledge every freaking word
cuz as kid was screaming cuz my voice was never heard
school busses would p-ss me when i was standing on the curb
cuz no blackie should attend this school atleast how they preferred
first day of school
they see how dark my face is
and people will avoid me by atleast a hundred paces
belligerence is ignorance in more than just these places
my sister still was niggerish when she was rocking braces
lets face it
our countries getting blacker than the space is
our history’s the past and man we probably can’t erase it
so judge me on my values and not what my fucking race is
k kids

chrous
this is 50 percent love 50 percent pain
and you can do the addition but they’re one in the same
and if my body is a temple then i rent it in twain
how ‘m i suppose to find the love when my heart under blade
this is 50 percent heart 50 percent brain
100 percent of why i’m fucking going insane
said i was stuck in the dark when they was throwing me shade
so how’m i suppose to find the love when my heart under blade

[verse 2: nuq]
didn’t know what i wanted till i finally got it
i rap like it’s a dream, but my dream is love and some homage
a body never acknowledged
my life
not what they promised
how the fuck i never see a party when i’m up in college
it’s weird
how i got these voices screaming in my ears
when no one is standing near
i been like this for a year
but was told
back when i was little friends will come when you get old
so now i start to question when the fuck i’m getting grown
my answers lead to questions
and death of my adolesence
embedded with stupid lessons
my teachers failing to mention
been praying since i was seven
cuz teachers told me that heaven
was earned at our own discretion
suppression
but now i get it
so pardon the digression for a minute
i’m sorry if my lyrics might approach you as a cynic
to be completely honest i’m just at my fucking limit
cuz also need to change i’m just awfully pessimistic
so get this
they told me my ability would never seem to surface
would show up to them battles and stutter cuz was too nervous
they’d start to play the beat and my words were never in-service
i couldn’t reach my writtens and quitting when i’m in person
been working
cuz hopefully
senpai come and notice me
recognize how dope he be
and sing the songs i wrote for me
not how it’s suppose to be
when people close to me
act like they spread the word of god but they’ve broken me
oh hey girlwould you please come down and smoke with me
trying to remember when’s the last time that you spoke to me
to be completely honest blending hearts was half a eulogy
and half imagination
can you find some schemes to do with me
usually
people say hello and then they’re through with me
but you was fucking different sad to say that that was new to me
stupid me
thinking back on shit i never said
wishing i could erase all the moments i had dread
maybe i’m going crazy my brain is stuck in my chest
and my heart is stuck in my head

- nuq lyrics

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