nxov - thisisnotanexit lyrics
i come into the bathroom
turn on the light and turn the water on
it’s such a shame it’s a friday night and i’m staying alone at home
but i can tell
tonight
i’m going to do my best
yeah, i know just a perfect way to deal with a long+lasting stress
i take antiemetic, so body won’t fail me with what i’ll be doing next
i stayed in how water for 46 minutes i already tied the tourniquet
mom and will be surprised to tears when they see all that
i’m a f+cking piece of sh+t and i’m sorry for that
blade in my hand
this is shaking
okay
i’m a little scared
this is taking longer
but i’m dedicated as h+ll, you know me
and so i start i use the razor on me
but something goes wrong
my blade is being stuck
so i push it with more effort
now the bath is filled with blood
i start butchering my veins
but it doesnt feel enough
i am stopping when i almost
cut my f+cking hand in half
as i look at blood on my hand i understand what i’ve done
to my mother and father
as i look at the blood on my hands i know i’ve made a mistake
and i cannot leave the bathroom
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