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ominous the monster - still got mine lyrics

my mother called my phone. i could tell that she was stressed out. my brother was playing with coke and he almost checked out, a heart attack. he only 25 and such a mess now, have visions of him dead stretched out. i think i’m partly to blame for the path that he follow i was promoting the wrong things as a role model. like f+ck b+tches, do drugs and abuse bottles fight everybody hit l!cks and keep your heart hollow. it’s funny how hurting myself don’t have the same effect. i remember dino in a coma when hе broke his neck, demanding that hе take me home high off xans and percocet. that f150 flipped three times in that car wreck. the homie pattycake shot himself with a 38. drunk sitting by himself too much time to contemplate talking to him on the phone he cutting up my life is great. looking back it’s clear he used to drink so he could numb the pain. i could’ve been in that deep sleep, or hospital bed or inside of that black bag with a hole in my head. leaving brian and rhythm alone they won’t understand. stuck with memories of me and everything i ever said. i’m so f+cking selfish acting like i can’t see, i take for granted every chance the universe has giving me. so f+cking pitiful a sob story, b+tching when i speak like i ain’t lose so many people that weren’t lucky as i be. i’m sick of dancing with the devil the music no esla misma. going back+and+forth to heaven’s door gambling with me vida. ignoring the fact that i turned enemies into believers. so many people tell me i saved them inside my dm’s. why would i keep pumping poison while writing these songs? replying to the messages telling them to stay strong. promising that i’m gonna make it and carry our message on and spread mie across the nation til they sing+along

i promise that i won’t waste no time. took a while, i apologize. i was lost now everything‘s all right. i got your back if you still got mine
i promise that i won’t waste no time, took a while, i apologize. i was lost now everything‘s all right. i got your back if you still got mine

sometimes i lay on top of my bed, my music on wondering, if i’d a give up on my dreams just like my mother did. i’m trying to distribute the same love that my mother gives whole executing goals that’ll feed me and my brother’s kids. generational wealth. gotta move quick while keeping balance. i’m pretty sure that these pills have done permanent damage but ask anyone i know i like a little challenge. all i gotta do is move in that direction then i’ll have it. my fam getting out of prison i’m so happy i can see him and tell him all the stories and visions that i been seeing. we performed in front of 10 people before he loss his freedom. now i’m packing out every local bar that i be in. i went from burning bridges to building a f+cking dynasty with tony, dent, bad choices, and ruuch on the side of me. you understand what i am saying? the impossibility? i was a junkie, and somehow i turned into some type of king l. that’s why i tell my children every day that’s royalty in their blood. i hope they never have to hear about the person that i was. how i had to kick that door and use that pistol that i clutch. or any other similar story, of violence while in the mud. cause even though i’m a changed man, the past don’t forget and there’s no expiration when karma comes to collect. that’s why there’s no more free bees and features without a check. i figured i have shed enough blood tears and sweat. come on!

i promise that i won’t waste no time. got your back if you still got mine. took a while, i apologize. i was lost now everything’s alright. promise that i won’t waste no time. got your back if you still got mine. i apologize. got your back if you still got mine

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