oxyhead - i slept better at night with the false belief that you loved me lyrics
i slept better at night with the false belief that you loved me lyrics
stressing now i’m caved in
can’t describe the mental state i’m in
these pills got wondering what state i’m in
teachers hate me cause i won’t behave for sh+t
guess it’s just a personal issue, i swear to f+cking god if you didn’t give me birth i would hit you
and it still woudnt make up for the nights that i wished you
loved me more than these pills do
it’s all good tho i get it , yeah i learned to accept it, i’ll never be more than mediocrе and best mainly
but that i get that your eyеs are always neglected i’ll never forget it
please don’t try to love me when i’m doing better cause i don’t wanna hear from you again
ever, ever again
another cold december watching all my siblings under the tree, receiving all these presents
i don’t get nothing my moms holding grudge i know she isn’t forgetting
i felt like a ghost since i was at least 11
non of that matters tho, and if it did i’d be considered narcissistic for thinking i deserve a spot in a family picnic or any of these pictures
i could write essays , and scriptures, about all the sad sketches and figures i drew in elementary that got me sent to the princ+p+ls
another lecture about how i’m forgetting the principles
and coping woudnt do a d+mn thing even if they were printable
i’m just being cynical i guess that’s why i’m miserable
depression makes me do the f+cking unthinkable
these percs makes me feel invisible
can’t believe you don’t even claim me as a song, i would k!ll for you
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