orenda – dedication to my ex lyrics
[verse one: orenda]
you and i were a perfect match
maybe that’s why we burnt out
we kept thinking all about
our future together even though we were teens
keeping the love strong behind iphone screens
it seems none of that mattered to you
you spoke lies through
your pearly white teeth
said i love you even though beneath
your skin you felt otherwise
we had our lows and our highs
but now you’re a bad memory like juneau
i had blue skies and sunny days you know
then you came in and destroyed all that
you brought down my d’état
dérange, it was flooded, declared an emergency
when i saw you down i felt urgency
to help but now i’ll let you rot
because i done thought
i meant something to you and it was permanent
it all ended in an argument
thought i found a place to find home
but nah, i’mma still roam
on day after day, wave after wave
fell off dazed and confused but i stayed brave
i rap about my pain but you smoke it out
oops, your little secret i just let it out
i chill with friends and cruise around
while you sneak out not to be found
at night to smoke with whoever
this is one of the reasons we weren’t forever
[verse two: orenda]
when writing this i thought long and hard
then remembered i’m hurt and scarred
while i’m facing reality
you’re getting high to distort the truth
i have a life while you’re still carefree
i’ll be living like that when i make it
i’mma get happiness while you fake it
while you out tryning to harm me
i’m in brockton with an army
army called valhalla
sit at home trying not to call her 1
but that was like eight months ago
i took that pain and put it into a flow
that now makes me mad dough
now that i got that juice you gonna do me like pac
did q, now you can watch me like hawk
when i walk down the red carpet and them girls gawk
but remember this, you were a greedy german gold-digger
never done had anyone that was any bigger
than you were in my pocket
now i’mma go and lock it
[verse three: orenda]
my soul’s burns with the fire of h-ll
my heart has been trapped in a jail cell
and i’m waiting to be freed
but all i need
is for my current destiny
to be rewritten to include a wife
written to have another in my life
i want to be loved at dusk
try to keep your manners less brusque
when you come home with a musk
of weed and beer, i could tell when you were near
dabs, licks, and hits is what your nights consist of
b-ss, top speeds, and love
is what used to and still fuels me
i’ll be missing you then over you that’s a guarantee
the nights used to be dark and give me frights
but now i’m asleep, dreaming of cities with tremendous heights
our garden of eden was blighted
with mold and death and made my path go dark
maybe one day, just one day will our paths be reunited
but until that day i walk a lonely day
with valhalla joining for the ride
it’s nice having squad by your side
when even the tide
begins to change
i run track and you’re like a 4×8
i wouldn’t ever do it again
date a brother for 8 months then drop him
saying it is all you not him
he could be 99, even grab a ten foot’ rim
without a start and you’d leave for that one
percent, like who in their right mind
leaves a 99% they’re hard to find
in rap battles i lyrically blind
but in relationship i swoon with my words
i can feel my heart soar like bluebirds
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