÷☥x♵♹♳♵x☥÷ (÷☥x3713x☥÷) - confessions of abuse ive put you through lyrics
(verse)
and i’m just another monster in your life, another obstacle to help you realise that you’re all you need in life
and i’m just another demon in your head and in your soul who wants control because deep down inside he knows he isn’t whole
and i’m just a piece of sh+t, who didn’t consider that he was inconsiderate, until it’s too late, every time you’ve heard me repeat every line, you’ve heard me apologisе, in countless amounts of time and evеry time i crossed lines, i hope you just pretend it’s fine, but it’s k!lling you inside, and i can’t be in your life for who i am, it’s all i am, and i reap what i sow, i don’t expect your pity and i don’t intend to make you feel guilty or manipulate, i feel so f+cking filthy, i can’t hide it anymore, this is the real me, all my insufficiencies and insecurities lay bare for the whole world to see it, i’m okay with that, i deserve this, you did it, and i’m sorry, and i wish that i knew stronger words that could prolong my verbs to show you that inside my mind i always try to put you first, but in the second of a misdirected unintended role it bends upstream, i showed you my true colors, and you thought there was a pattern underneath, so you tried to get the stains out with some bleach, but it only made the colors f+cking bleed, and now you realise that i’m not what you need or even what you want, i’m sorry that we fell in love, i’m sorry for my presence in your life and the way it made you feel inside, and it’s hard to say goodbye, when i know i’m the reason why, but i think i’ll be alright with some time, i’m not worried about me
i just want to make sure you can forget me
and that you know it’s okay to regret me
never meant to make you scared to upset me
but there’s something deadly in my head and it just keeps getting heavy
so instead of it affecting you, i work on myself by myself
i’ve got nothing left to lose, it’s all up to me to choose
it’s my confessions of abuse i put you through
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