parasitical - numb lyrics
[intro]
yeah
here’s a lil bit of life
yeah
[verse 1]
see i grew up, no real father figure
mama would get drunk till she can’t feel n her blood get thinner
so i thought of drugs as my only way to heal
see a little love all anyone really need
but this girl, she the only one to show it to me
i’m sorry that there’s a disconnect between you n me
but no ones really ever been there for me
i mean sh-t my whole life’s only ever been lonely
statistically not gonna live past twenty three
but if i died today would you pray for me
would you cry for me or sit back n sip on your tea
would you say sorry or feel no regret
tryna make you my queen, my wife
cause girl you n me, we got life
you see, love is a thing i never really felt
the way you look in my eyes makes me melt
so your why im alive
[bridge]
hand on the knife
what’s the point of life
point of life
too much strife
hand on the knife
what’s the point of life
the point of life
[verse 2]
point of lifes to love yourself
not just l-st n the bar
always talking bout not knowing the one
but the one you searching for ain’ far
see he may end up being better than me
what if i end up like my mama, my papa
i don’t want to hurt ya, put ya through the same pain as me
clinical depression since birth
attempted first time at six
since then cutting been an obsession
overdose as only a teen
hospital every other month
they say its for attention
but i sacrifice my life for kids with depression
make music to cope with the fact i got no hope
depression ain’t fake it takes your will to live
replaces it with memories
now your trapped in your thoughts
slowly your brain rots
knots in the rope
holding the gun watching tears in the mirror
put ten shots in your brain
couple seconds later on the floor
blood seeping under the door
your pain left with those you met
now their full of regrets
see thats what im fighting for
[outro]
my heart goes to all of you
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