parker jack & chyde - close my eyes 2 lyrics
[chorus: parker jack]
about time that i
i close my eyes and hide from the darkness
have i earned that yet?
have i earned that yet yet yet yet?
[verse 1: parker jack]
i’m sorry to mom i know that you’re sad
that i’m only calling when life’s getting bad
the son that you wanted was not what you got
and the father i needed was not what i had
the life that we’re living it broke us together
meanwhile i was wishing it’d hold us together
i’m sorry i’m down, i’m sorry i’m stressed
i’m f+cking my life up i’m way too deprеssed
this is not us, definitely not mе
this is not what i was wanting to be
i’m sorry i’m messing it up and i’m stressing us both
with the pressure i’m holding inside
i wanna die but i don’t wanna leave
just k!ll all the stress that i feel in my life
the person you knew isn’t here, man he died
i wish that you had a chance to say goodbye
[bridge: parker jack]
i lost myself inside the life i love
got knocked down and couldn’t climb back up
i’m sorry mom i’m not the perfect son
tried my best but now i think i’m done
x2
[verse 2: chyde]
feeling depression, feel like i’m lesser
feel like i’m not living up to the measure
feel the depression and the aggression
of not being enough when i look at myself
and if you only knew what i’m telling myself
when i’m feeling blue and i dwell on myself
sit in my room and put h+ll on myself
it’s nothing new i’m not feeling myself
locked in my mind, and it feels like i’m dying
f+cked up inside, will i ever be fine?
i don’t know
you know what it’s like when you feel like your heart skips a beat?
when you feel like your thoughts are on f+cking repeat?
and you’re asking why + why does it have to be “me”?
[bridge: chyde]
and i hope that i will get to
see the days when i’m not sad
and i hope i can find rest too
[chorus: parker jack & chyde]
about time that i
i close my eyes and hide from the darkness
have i earned that yet?
have i earned that yet yet yet yet?
x2
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