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parker jack - last letter lyrics

[verse 1]
a put the barrel to my head and send a text to my mother
i’d be better off dead (bang)
the message’ said
reggie text me back saying that i’m not sense
i hate her back
mama, i think that i’ve f+cking lost it
got some pills in my system and some liquor down my throat
i’m not playing the victim, i hate being on my road
she trying call me now but i won’t answer my phone
sweat running down my head, losing feeling in my toes
shaking from my nerves but i won’t drop that gun
time to take my f+cking life, i swear to got that i’m done
hand slippеd and it answered the phonе+
i can hear it saying; “please! parker don’t go!”
now’s you time to f+cking leave, it’s time to take a breath
parker just breathe
five minutes away, can you please wait for me
my mother’s so numb, i can’t say no words to her
it hurts even more because i know my worth to her
i know i’m selfish for deserting her
but i can’t tell if it’s worse for her, or if it’s worse for me
i take it to the floor, let them f+cking search for me
got my shoes tied, dirty nike’s on my feet
pills are finally kicking in, i can barely see
i open upped my mind, my thoughts started to flee
cause’ the pain that started this will be over for me
i hope it will be over for me
[chrous]
i’ve been feeling lonely, lately
what if i go?
will i find peace for me? maybe+
last letter that i wrote
last letter that i wrote

[verse 2]
walking along the train tracks alone again
got my girl on the phone again
this sh+t you can’t take back, now i’m losing hope again
memoires play back, i just don’t know how to cope with them
tell her that i’m tryna’ keep my head up but i’m fed up and+
i can hear the voice inside that tells me to get up and+
because of her, that i’m tryna’ hold it together
my body folding as i’m holding this phone and writing my final letter
now she’s crying and screaming tryna’ believe it
i feel like i’m dying, i’m leaving
my knuckles hurt from all the punching, i’ve been fighting my demons
now she’s running like she’s never done, trying to breathe and+
no rush babe, it’s something that i’m done with
i’ve thought about this many times; how i’m f+ckingc nothing
and i don’t see no love and, i look around+
i look around for something to remind me to stick around but i see nothing so f+ck it
(f+ck it, f+ck it)
now she’s tryna’ talk me out of it
screaming, calm down
there’s other ways to go about it
“sorry, i didn’t believe you”, why would i ever doubt it?
i’m coming over now, there no way to ever stop it
nah+
sitting in my hoodie
sweat is pouring and i’m nervous
think of what i could be if everything was more perfect
should i take the leap of faith? there’s no reason why i shouldn’t
in this world, i see and believe in what i couldn’t
[outro]
d+mn, we almost didn’t put through
and if we didn’t me and parker wouldn’t be talking to you
know that you’re not lost, just cause you’re a broken soul

- parker jack lyrics

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