peanut bean floof dog - saying goodbye (once and for all) lyrics
[intro]
eight months ago
when we were all complaining about the snow
i wanted to be free here
i wanted to be able to breathe
i just wanted my validation
[verse 1]
i remember walking into my room
i shut the door behind myself
and all i did was curl up there in the mess
crying for you in this tomb
i remember in october
i was crushing on you like no other
hugging myself tightly
howling at the moon
everything i did was for you
[chorus]
i didn’t know that i’d be saying goodbye
i didn’t know that our love was a lie
i didn’t know that you weren’t actually bi
and i didn’t know i’d want to die
again
[verse 2]
you held me like you weren’t ever going to let me go
you kissed me like the world was ending
you kept me warm in the snow
and you made me think we didn’t need mending
but now here we are
denying any relationship that had lived
and now i’m wishing i never dived in
[pre chorus]
i’m not saying i miss you
i’m saying i miss the feelings
i don’t like this feeling of blue
i know i’m a childish freak
but you being meek
made me the one holding up us
[verse 3]
and if i’m to be honest
my arms got tired
my heart was swelling
and each time you left me on seen
i swear i could’ve bleed
my legs trembled and you did nothing
except play the ‘who’s got it worse?’ game
and you never tried helping me with my pain
[chorus]
i didn’t know that i’d be saying goodbye
i didn’t know that our love was a lie
i didn’t know that you weren’t actually bi
and i didn’t know i’d want to die
again
[verse 4]
what i find most hilarious
was the fact you acted like this never existed
what i find most painful
was the fact you always played a broken ankle
and what makes me so mad
is the fact you don’t try to understand
i’m not saying i miss you
i’m saying i miss the feelings
i don’t like this feeling of blue
i know i’m a childish freak
but you being meek
made me the one holding up us
i could’ve been so much happier
if you had just left
but instead you gave me a more painful path
for all i even know
you’re still mine
please just k!ll me
don’t you see i want to die?
[chorus]
i didn’t know that i’d be saying goodbye
i didn’t know that our love was a lie
i didn’t know that you weren’t actually bi
and i didn’t know i’d want to die
again
[outro]
i’m better now
standing my ground
i won’t let another fool like you drag me down
i’m going to stand
my anger still blistering
but i loved you
and i won’t hurt you
again
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