penelope scott - feel better lyrics
[instrumental intro]
[verse 1]
i don’t wanna feel better
no one’s ever gonna love me like that again
i don’t wanna get over you
i wanna sit with you in bed
i don’t wanna feel better
i’d give anything to miss you again
i don’t wanna get over it
i wanna get under it instead
[verse 2]
the book sits on top of clean and messy blankets
on a bed that f+ckin’ creaks at night
when i get in it late
and late at night i’m chugging gatorade
and someone’s breaking up when i crack up
because i know i’ll never know just what to say
i’m a communist, a terrorist
an [?]
’round a sad girl in a dorm room
living out the shady christian plot of “twilight”
or “the bible” or “the lover” by duras
where i’m just really f+ckin’ selfish
and really f+ckin’ lost
[chorus]
but someone loved me
someone f+cking loved me
someone f+cking loved me
and i f+ckin’ loved them too
godd+mn it, i was worth something
i f+ckin’ learned something
i had my kink+
[spoken]
i don’t wanna feel better
+sharp breathing+
(i don’t wanna feel better)
(i’d give anything to miss you again)
(i don’t wanna get over it)
(i wanna rip it to shreds)
[verse 3]
we kept our liquor in a suitcase
underneath my bed
and we drank it to go out or just stay in
[?]
a way i’ll f+ckin’ never have again
the sun has began to set
i’m a socialist, marxist, libertarian sl+t
i am an awkward teenage version
and i swear to kinda laugh a lot in bed
but other times i cry or don’t make noise at all
i’d give my life to have a room that feels that small
[chorus]
’cause someone loved me
someone f+cking loved me
someone f+cking loved me
i loved them too
godd+mn it, i was worth something
i f+ckin’ earned something
i had a right to die
a right to live
a right to choose, too
and god no
[spoken]
of course, i don’t wanna feel better +laugh+
can you f+cking imagine?
[verse 4]
no one’s ever gonna love me like that again
i don’t wanna get over it
i wanna rip the stars to shreds
i don’t wanna feel better
of course it hurt
of course it f+ckin’ hurt
it hurt like nothing in the world sometimes
that i was super scared
and we were all a train+wreck
and also somehow making it
i think i might’ve died there twice
and i would do it all again
i’m a nihilist, a soldier, an ocd+machine
or i’m a healthy baby+girl
who traded sunshine for disease
but when my head hit my cheap pillow
i could tell i had a heart
and i wanna tear this fascist milky way apart
[chorus]
’cause someone loved me
someone f+ckin’ loved me
all my filthy life i loved someone i barely knew
godd+mn it, i was worth something
i f+ckin’ learned something
and it felt better in my mouth than fresh warm food
[bridge]
i guess i loved you
i guess i really loved you
all my filthy life i loved someone i barely knew
and now you’re over there
and i’m way over here
what am i gonna do?
[verse 5]
i don’t wanna feel better
no one’s ever gonna love me like that again
i don’t wanna get over you
i wanna sit with you in bed
i don’t wanna feel better
(i don’t wanna feel better)
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