persephone hope - aquarian lament lyrics
i feel like i might drown
i have heat stroke but there’s snow still on the ground
i don’t know why i always call to say
i don’t know how to survive any other way
but i know
it’s not easy to like me
i know
i don’t know if you even like me
i’m sorry 911 i won’t call anymore
i’m sorry 911 for the texts sent from the bathroom floor
911 just this isn’t who i wanted to be
i didn’t want to be the girl in a constant emergency
oh
i didn’t mean to pull you in
i just thought i’d be safer with an ambulance
you have every right to leave
but when you go don’t linger so i can start to grieve
and i know
it’s not easy to like me
and i know
i don’t know if i even like me
i’m sorry 911 i won’t call anymore
i’m sorry 911 for the texts sent from the bathroom floor
911 just this isn’t who i wanted to be
i didn’t want to be the girl in a constant emergency
oh
so i’ll watch a movie to calm myself down
and then tell you i’m flying when i wanna drown
yeah i’ll pretend i’m ok
so that you can have a better day
because you deserve youth and a life to just be
you deserve things that are outside of me
and if that means i have to go
the next time i dial i’ll tell myself no
so i’ll leave you alone
stop calling your phone
when it’s 3 am and my hearts hard as chrome
so i’m sorry
for making you my own emt
i’m sorry 911 i won’t call anymore
i’m sorry 911 for the texts sent from the bathroom floor
911 just this isn’t who i wanted to be
i didn’t want to be the girl in a constant emergency
oh
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